... | Wednesday, August 5, 2009
I dunnoe wat to update ! Seriously im soo tired, tired of wat also i dunnoe . Now people knoe my routine alreadi, lyke they onlie msg me during nyte tyme, and if they msg me during dae tyme, they alwayz insert the sentence "aku tau ko ngah tdo, tkper ! da bgn baru reply" ~ hahaa, so if u reallie need to contact me, call my mom yerr ..Ive known this sumone for almost 7 mths now but still i dun have any feelings for hym, his reallie good to me, i juz feel so wrong doing all dis to hym, as in i onlie regard hym as a fren but on the other hand its lyke as if im giving hym the thinking dat i lyke hym, i dunnoe wat to do, i dun wanna dissapoint hym lyke i dissapoint sumone ..Ryte now, those feelings came bck to me, but i juz couldnt let those feelings spread around cause ive hurt u too much, too much dat sumtymes i dunnoe where to hide my face when i see u around, i try to keep calm by thinking dat its all in the past but i juz cant cause haizzz, im such a pathetic loser, i cant even take care of sumone feelings dat reallie loves me, no wonder my ex left me, im the most cruelest person in the werld =( .Maybe i wont online at nyte later cause im soo fcuking sleepy now and i guess its tyme for me to fly off to Indonesia alreadi since they are giving the final call .. Sheril .
