Naseb yg malang . | Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Happie 17th Bdae to Cha !
Sheril doakan cha slalu happie dengan org2 yg Cha syg yerr ! Hope u enjoy ur bdae with ur Loved ones yaa =) ! Nanti Sheril da kayer kter uat Bdae Celebration pat Hotel yerr, hahaa ! Happie bdae GF ! I reallie wanna move onn with my lyfe, i wanna start a new lyfe but i juz cant, i fall again for sumone but i cant go on cause ive hurt hym soo much, his too good for me, im at wrong cause i dun appreciate hym from the starting, infact i broke his heart on his Special dae, i broke so many people heart juz bcause of sumone whom i loved deeply from the bottom of my heart but still tings will never be the same as it was . Im moving onn with my lyfe with many happiness surrounding me, Fcukers - Loved Lyfe - Bestest Frens and not to forget Ifan who has been there for me from the starting although his damn irritating at tymes . As long as i lived and till forever, i will never ever forget u guyz .Should i tell a fren of mine dat his onlie a fren to me ? We didnt contact for some tymes but when we did he start sending me msg saying the loved2 thingy and such and every morning he will send msg saying " Hey Sheril, da bgn nanti msg i kae, i nak gie kejer nie and bla bla bla " and every nyte before he dose off to sleep he will send me swit gudnyte msg, every single dae different gudnyte msg ler, lol . I juz cant bear to hurt people again, idk wat to do, his soo nice to me ~ or shoul i juz sae im attch to sumone with the name of Lukman ? hahahaa . Erm, let the tyme flies by and will see wat will happen next ~Nisaaaaaaaaaa, aku tknk skola nanti, aku tak suker skola, skola buat aku jadie glerr . But afterall i still need to go to skewl, reason being i cant afford to pay a fcuking 2.5k bck to my parent lerr, haizz, aperlah naseb ~Ohh Lukman, aperlah naseb ko, kwn2 da kater ko tue, adek2 plak kater ko muker cam monyet, skrg mama plak kater ko cicak kobeng, tapi tetap dlm atie nie ader nama mu, hahhaaa, lerr .Sheril . Loved . | Monday, June 29, 2009
Theres alot more of their pics but im too lazy too upload all .Had the greatest tyme with them and fcukers todae although im down with flu ler .Instead of heading to east coast, we head to sembawang and bla bla bla, since fcukers need to get home early we left sembawang around 1 plus, fcukers went home while me and Loved Lyfe planned to go swimming and before dat hang out at RC with Laptop and this is the reason why theres many pics of them ler, while waiting for the rain to stop they dunnoe do wat while i take a short nap ler, headed to the swimming pool and bla bla bla ~Faiz !! aper2 grab pic pat sini jer, malas ler nak send2, tak phm mcm maner nak send ler pat msn !Sumone ask me out for a date to watch Transformer ler, LOL, if onlie Lukman yg ajak, kan best ~ ler .Im damn tired now, Lukman keep calling my name from juz now and yaa Slamat smue .Sheril .Loved Lyfe. | Friday, June 26, 2009
For sure im gonna stay at home tomorrow, its been lyke everydae ive been going out . Ive been sleeping quite early nowadaes, and dats the reason why ive been ignoring all the msg/calls and msn lerr ! Im gonna have fun on Sundae bebeh with Loved Lyfe and Fcukers !
Supposingly was suppose to go for an interview todae but sumting happen and change of plan, plus Khai and Bud wanna meet me up bcause theres sumting "important" they wanna talk about, get ready and mit Fcuk at Marsling and den proceed to 206 to mit the rest ~Khai, Bud, Feeq, Fiq, Hafiz and Rain ler . Bla bla bla and den proceed to ais kacang den off we hang out around Feeq blk, Faiz Isk came and bla bla bla, Feeq and Hafiz went off after Feeq finishes all his nonsense lerr .
Fcuk went off after awhile, left me and my Loved Lyfe =) . Went up to the hill and bla bla bla, cukup tyme, blah from there, the sent me home and here i am blogging lerr .
Im soo the fcuking happie cause once again i can hang out with my Loved Lyfe bck ~ and i cant wait for sundae to the beach with them bebeh .
I hope one dae u will realise how much ILY .
Ohh Lukman .
Sheril .
Again ? | Thursday, June 25, 2009
LOL to the polar bear behind me, emo per ? hahaa !
Dis mth is Fcukers mth, reason being, non-stop meeting them ler, hahaa !
I miss my Loved Lyfe [Bud, Khai & Faiz], its great to mit them again juz now ~
People alwayz sae let the past be the past, but wat if suddenly the past dat ive ignore long tyme ago hunt me bck ?
CSI da start, so i wanna watch, will update another tyme !
Btw, fcuk ! rindu seseorg per ? hahaa . Laxx arr, ku pon rindu , tapi tak pasti ler ! Ela plak ? tak rindu seseorg yg laen tuu ? hahaa !
Sheril .Ohh Lukman . | Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I manage to get dis while i was as per normal surfing for Ohh Lukman on youtube ~
&& dats her daughter btw =( .
If onlie his not married, if onlie his a singaporean and if onlie his my neighbour .
If onlie his in my reality and not fantasy, wahh gerek sey kalo btol .
Ohh Lukman ~ sumwhere, sumhow when im down, looking at u makes me smile .
I love my NPCC alot, they make my dae todae and i reallie had fun with them !
Im soo restless for now, till here bebeh .
Ohh Lukman .
Sheril .
Dissapointed . | Monday, June 22, 2009
Now i understand everyting .
I hop onto one of my bestfrens blog and i notice sumting dat had been changed .
Not even once i forget about u guyz even when im having fun with the other frens .
Ive alwayz been in the middle thinking about all dis frenship .
Im alwayz worried if i spent my tyme with them, u all would tink negatively and when i spent my tyme with ur guyz, the other frens would think negatively .
I feel so disspointed about everyting, loved lyfe had never been good and now frenship turn .
=( .
Loved . |
Missed .
It came out of nowhere ~
I miss hym, soo much, but i knoe things would never be the same again .
I never thought dat my loved lyfe would be this wae .
I blame myself for everting, if onlie i could turn tyme bck .
Sheril .
Ohh Loved . | Saturday, June 20, 2009
I ferst started blogging around 3, 4 yrs back . But out of those years this is my ferst 100th post ler, reason being i keep changing url and bla bla bla lerr .
Ferstly, i wannaa sae i dun smoke okey ! Mummy will kill me if she knoes about dis =), hahaa ! Ive been out for the last 3 daes, enjoying my tyme with fcukers and LeeLee ! Sleepover at fcuk hommie, wonderful tymes together especially when they open their "horrible" childhood stories, siak arr, hahaaa, and yaa not to forget Ohh Lukman was there too, i onlie realise about it on the 2nd dae, if onlie i realise it on the ferst nyte, i would not have any probs sleeping, hahaa !
Serioulsy i dun wanna skewl animore, i wanna werk werk werk and get into ITE bck next year, i reallie need to discuss it with my parents, i knoe they will nag nag nag, dun worrie mum, i will pay u bck, i cant go on with tings dat i cant cope, my face dun look lyke any Diploma face ler, it looks exactly lyke an ITE face .
Bestest frens, its been weeks since ive last mit u all . I swear i miss u guyz soo much, doesnt mean im alwayz with my fcukers i forget about u guyz, no such ting okey . I love both my Bestest frens and Fcukers equally, and if ive done any mistake to ur guyz, im sorrie, mit u guyz up soon .
If not for my another Superhero, i would not be here blogging ~ tanks && OMG, ur getting more hansem sia, org takot tauu, hahaa .
&& my sister is damn irritating todae, she keep disturbing me monkey monkey, whenever she sees me she would shout " MONYET", reson being she saes dat Ohh Lukman face looks lyke a monkey, kaple otak dier lahh ! Hero aku hansem2 dier ckp mcm monyet, naseb ko adek aku, kalo tak da lamer ku ckp bpk ko monyet, pasal tu bpk aku jgk lah aku tahan, bdh nyer orgg .
Ohh Lukman, monyet pon monyet lahh ehk, tetap ur my num 1 superhero ~
Pics are all up at the 3 bradeks blog, go search them, and as for now can any of my fcukers tell me wat im doing at the pic up there with the magazine ? hahhahaa !
I love my SuperheroeS lerr .
Sheril .
Ohh fcuk ~ | Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Ohh my, im not sure wats wrong with my lyfe .
I reallie feel dat i need to find myself , ive lost myself for quite sumtymes .
I dun wanna lose anione dat i treasure the most ryte now .
In a matter of months, im shifting to a new house and ya i hope this would be the last tyme !
Use to be in Admiralty den Marsling den currently Woodlands and den next Admiralty bck ler .
I sepnt my dae with Nisa; fcuk todae, supposingly she was to accompany me and Ifan to an interview but end up Ifan juz got home in the morning from i dunnoe wat pit and ya i dun wanna elaborate more about this monyet and soo i plan to go without hym, but it was not a lucky dae for me and maybe as well as Fcuk, hehee . I realised dat ive forget to bring along my ez link card and so when i was buying the stupid card i was stuck infront of the stupid machine due to my not so straight $10 note, change it at a nearby shop and ya ive spent around 10 mins for the stupid card ~ ! As everyting reallie make my mood down, instead of stopping at Orchard, i drag fcuk to juz one stop from Marsling and ya tadaa Wlds ( hahaa) ! Had breakfast at Mac and as per normal, many stories to share about ~
Our next destination was to dis place up here, it was soo freaking hot and im exhausted from climbing all those stairs ler, its been 1234567810 months ive last hang out there, tyme zaman zaman ifan naek basikal lagie and zaman kter baru putus cinte, hahaa wth ! Before dat, we bump into RUHAIZAT and RAFIQ ler ! Slack with them for awhile and off we go to Marsling and den dis hill up here . Ive lots of memories up there, with soo many people lerr, hahaa ! Im planning to have a picnic soon up here ! hahaaha .
Lastly i love my Ohh Lukman alot but arr nevermind, nanti kecoh plak kalo ckp bnyk2 ~
Sumtymes in Lyfe we cannnot change wat we have or wat we feel cause its fated to be dat wae .
I juz felt dae ive the ryte on my feelings and i can feel watever i want, i mean in a good wae .
I will still care for u even if we were not fated to be together again ~
Boy i lyke u juz the wae u are .
Sheril .
Ohh Loved . | Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Going out later for interview with anak Pak Yusoff and anak Abg Rosdi, hahaha !
Ifan ! Gie bakar motor ko jauh2, niarie kter naek MRT ! hahaha
more updates at nyte (maybe ar) .
Ohh Lukman ~
Sheril .
Ohh Lukman . | Sunday, June 14, 2009
Sumone ask me, wat would be the most wonderful ting dat i reallie want it to happen ?
And my answer was,when Ohh Lukman marrie me, hahaa !
Everyone keeps telling me Ohh Lukman looks old, hahaa !
His onlie 32 okey, tak old lahh, dier slalu nmpk hansem jerr tau =) .
My post is soo random todae, reason being ive juz met my Ohh Lukman with his guitar, ler .
Tag Reply ;
yL : will link you soon SI-LING, hahaa LOL !
ahqii : imy too ler, hahaa, miss bestests frens too, mit up soon guyz !
nisa : hahaa ! tak ler, ku angin gler dtg ar, participate Spore Idol nyer contest ! hahaa, maner tau boleh jumper ex aku nanti, hahaa !
Ifannn ! Balek Spore cpat !! ader bnyk job interview next week !
ILY Ohh Lukman ~
Sheril .
Ohh yaya . | Saturday, June 13, 2009
Im worried about sumting now, and im soo worried .
Stress ? nah, im okey now .
Thanks Zat, cause u open my brain widely .
I Love Ohh Lukman ~
I Love Jon Bonjovi ~
Btw ignore my previous post, i was juz pouring out wat i felt .
and yaa ive sent my name to one of the channel 5 contest, nth better to do i guess, hahaa !
Sheril .
Ohh stress . | Friday, June 12, 2009
I feel soo stress, confused and theres so many feelings in me . I wanna get rid of eveyting, but i juz cant .I feel dat my brain is full with soo many tings .I blocked soo many people in my msn, i dunnoe why .Juz kol/msg me if u wanna find me lahh .Dis song suits my brain for now .I wanna quit skewl, ive not been attending skewl for countless of dae, i lied to everyone and sae dat ive been attending skewl every week . I wanna go to skewl, i dun wanna dissapoint my parents but i cant, i juz cant concentrate on my studies with everyting dat is stuck on my head .I wanna cry badly, i lied again, ive been crying almost everydae, i dunnoe why .Ifan is busy tonyte, he wont be there to listen to my barney song.Nisa is busy with her skewl projects, i wont be able to hear her jokes .Im sorrie aini, i cant fulfill my promise again, if onlie i can tell u wat happen, den u will understand about everyting, im soo sorrie . I understand if u ignore me after reading dis, theres nth more i could sae apart from sorrie and tanks for everyting, ily fren .Sheril Ohh stress . | Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Im soo confuse now, should i sae sorrie to hym for offending hym anihoe or juz continue believing wat i see and heard about hym .
I juz dunnoe, dis feeling dat im having now is soo sux, it keeps changing .
I have alot to update but im soo tired and restless, argh shit theres class tomorrow !
I had a good talk with one of my close fren juz now, kter continue talk laen arie yer, ader bnyk sgt cter tu pasal aku stuck and den open a new storie and stuck again and open another new storie again, hahaa . Stay strong fren, everyting dat has happened ader hikmah nyer =) .
K skrg sayer nak jumper Ohh Lukman jap and den tdo, slamat smuee .
ILY Ohh Lukman .
ILY Ohh Jon Bonjovi .
Sheril .
Ohh lalaa . | Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Im soo confused now ~
ILY Ohh Lukman .
ILY Jon Bonjovi .
Sheril .
Ohh Bebeh . |
I wanna sae sorrie about my previos post, im to emotional at dat tyme and im sorrie if i ever hurt anione feeling cause im juz pouring out everyting dat i feel . And yaa i onlie wanna sae sorrie to whoever yg terase but not to the sumone who olreadi fcuking lied to mee .
Ive change the lyrics in my Barney song, it does not sound dat good as it was but everyting started to change cause my feelings has change and yaa onlie my Num 1 fan will hear it everynyte and ya he actuallie memorise those lyrics, hahhaaa .
Ohh shit ! Theres class todae, arghhhh, cmon i want thurs to come fast cause when thurs is over, i can rest lyke forever until tues turn it bck again ler .
Wanna get sum beauty sleep now ~
I hate youuu .
ILY Ohh Lukman .
ILY Ohh Jon Bonjovi .
Sheril .
Hatred . | Sunday, June 7, 2009
Lyfe is unfair to mee .
Its alwayz me to be blame, have u all even think once why im doing all this ? I knoe everyone care about me, i appreciate all dat but please from the beggining ive once told dat theres my own reason whyy i did all this .
Im not offended by wat u sae yesterdae, but i feel dat theres is sumting wrong with ur sae, did i ever mention i need u to cry with me ? need u to be sad with me ? I thank God soo much cause i did not even cry when i saw tings with my own eyes the other dae when i saw the watever ting in my msn account .
I onlie felt dissapointed, why ?
Its bcause he choose to tell sumting else beside telling me the truth to get rid off me, and i took dat seriusly and for once i was convinced by his sae, but things turns the other wae round when i found out dat he lied to mee .
I dun feel any jealousy, okey maybe abit, why ?
Its bcause im olreadi use to it, dis is not his ferst tyme being with other gerl while he exactly knoe dat im still waiting for hym . But seriously im more to the disspoint .
U all may not get wat im trying to sae here, cause lyke i sae in my previous post, onlie one soul knoe everyting about me, dat soul was all along with me when i was once stress out about sumting .
To hym ;
u straight awae block my 1st msn account when i msg telling u dat i knoe everyting, why dun u tell me the truth ? scared dat it will hurt me ? ehk hello Mr, u had hurt me for a very long tyme for ur info, u reallie dissapoint me alot, try asking urself wat ive done for u all this while . I have been keeping and carrying all our secrets alone while u enjoy urself all this while, wat am i to u ? a doll ? u alwaez tell me dat u treat me as a fren but i dun see dat in u . Im soo fcuking dissapointed with ur attitude, im soo fcuking depressed bcause of ur doing all this while, i hate u for everyting, and bcause of u, people misjudge me telling me im stupid to the core and watsover .
Happie now ? i lose in ur stupid game .
Marah lpas bacer nie ? tu ko peh pasal ar, ko pk ko srg jer tau mrh ? aku tak tau mrh ? gtu per ? mcm aku ckp smalam ngan ko pat msg, ader pegie ader balek arr, watever it is, tuhan tu adil .
To saper2 yg bacer nie post den terase ke aper2 ke, tu krg nyer pasal jgk ehk . Kalo maseh tak puas atie jgk, buat lah aper krg nak uat , da malas nak layan ~ .
Sheril .
Ohh Elaa . |
Happie 16th Bdae to Elaaa !
May ur wish come true and enjoy ur bdae with ur family and loved one darl, syg elaa ! =) .
Please dun misjudge me, not even a soul knoe ,erm onlie one soul knoe wat im facing in my lyfe now, i dun expect aniting from anione, if u feel im juz a pest in ur lyfe, den juz get rid off me okey .
I dun care to watever dat is going to happens, i give up on everyting .
Thanks to org yg skola arie2 tu ehk, u make org yg skola 2 tymes a week nie happie with all ur jokes ! Please tkmo kembang cause when u kembang, ur nose den even look lyke a nose ehk, hahaa . =)
I miss Bestest Frens/Fcukers .
Ohh Lukman ily .
Tag Reply ;
Suryanti ; Papann ! oops, yanti ! hahaa, wah atlast ko gie blog aku jgk ehk, ku baek2 jer, ko pon tkcr yer, pape juz kol hp ku jerr, imy =) !
Tot ; haha ! aku paisey lahh, tapi dulu aeril pon laki ku jgk tau, soo okeh lah tuu, ader kene mengene jgk, haha ! btw jgn luper dtg tau Majlis aku tu nanti ! hahahaha =p .
Sheril .
dissapointed | Saturday, June 6, 2009
Im feeling soo down and dissapointed ryte now .
Not bcause of jealousy or wat, its bcause u lied to mee .
I had never made a serious decision in my lyfe before .
But when i did, it turn out dat u lied to mee .
Tanks soo much ..
Dun worrie guyz, im still moving onn and dis reallie makes me more wanna move onn .
Ifan ;
Ku akan bukti kan pat ko yg ku tkkn sebut namer dier lagie or watever lah yg ader kene mengene ngan dier, ku cumer nak Ohh Lukman jer skrg and ku akan bukti kan pat ko dat Ohh Lukman penah cium aku =), haha !
I tink replying people tag in a wae Nisa did in her blog is much more better den replying it inside the tagboard itself ler, tanks fcuk for the idea ehk .
Tag Reply ;
Tot ; hahaa, laki ko yg maner penah nyanyi ? kalo ko reffering to laki ko yg dulu laki aku jgk, aku da malas nak amek tau, hahaa .
Cha ; haha, saper Lukman ehk ? tkkn tak knal ? dier yg hansem2 tuu, yg da ader bnyk experience tuu, haha ! haha, yeah, tkmo takot, ril takkan bnyk jalan cause mmg ril malas pon nak jalan2, haha .
Ela ; haha ! yeah mestilah Lukman, Doaming Si skejap hansem, skejap tak hansem jer, hahaha !
Okey im done, im planning to private my blog ler, ngok lahh cam ner ehk .
Sheril .
Ohh Lukman | Friday, June 5, 2009
I injured my leg badly yesterdae nyte and now i cant walk nor stand properly ler, so home sweet home till my leg recover ! I still remember how i fall terribly for the very ferst tyme at skewl 5 yrs ago and bcause of dat i cant fully enjoy fitness training dat i lyke ler, i must be gentle with my leg, i must run, walk, stand even sit properly ler, soo troublesum but theres nth could be done, maybe its fated dat my leg end up to be dis wae, lerr .
Theres soo many stupid pics dat i took with my -alien- frens all dis while but im superb lazy wanna upload, will upload some other tyme when ive got nth better to do, wanna get some beauty sleep now, imagine sleeping on the bed with ur leg on the ground, so the +_+ .
ILY Ohh Lukman~
Sheril .
Over ~ | Thursday, June 4, 2009
Im going far far far and awae ~
I dun wanna be in dis state forever, it might reallie hurt me but im not going to regret it cause its not my lost .
Ive tried for the last tyme but its still the same and i cant force it or change it no matter wat i sae or do .
Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through, dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy, we just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past .
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop .
Those smile was from ur Love, those love growing was from ur kiss and those teardrop are from u and it was meant for u .
I will alwayz remember, treasure and cherished u deep inside .
Thanks for everyting, im sorrie for everyting dat ive done .
Tkcr Loved .
050507 comes to an end after all dis while ~
Sheril .
