Ohh Sheril . | Sunday, May 31, 2009
Answer to my boredom, hahaa . And i make new frens too, more about dat later !
How was my Sundae ?
I woke up early in the morning, reason being wanna get ready for interview, lucky me i check again on the date, and so it was suppose to be tomorrow ler, so i msg ifan and told hym tkmo confident, hahaa . Get to knoe member da siap ler, so change of plan and we had our breakfast at Teh Tarik and bla bla bla . Lucky again for us, we dun need tomorrow for the interview cause we juz did juz now, hahaah !
Slack around, watch videos ~ hahahaha ! den went off around 7 and here i am now . Im damn bored and soo i made some new frens , they are ;
Shazlinoo ~ the one eye gerl . Ignore my teeth ! haha, candid bebeh cause i smangat laugh2 den she go and press ! hahaa .
And lets mit her sister, Sharinino ~ hahaa, im not sure if she's a gerl or a boy, hahah !
I wanna rest now, freeking tired and bckbone is aching lyke hell ler !
I thought of asking u out to have Popeye with me but since u are too bz, den its okey .
Sheril .
AMAZING dae ~ | Saturday, May 30, 2009
This pic above describe a MILLION werds for me .
Im so sick and restless now, i duunoe why .
Four werds ~ I hate u Ifan ! hahaha .
I started to see her true colours nowadaes and i feel disgusted when i read her blog, i feel lyke hate tagging her but i cant cause arr tkper arr, forget about it ~
Should i forget u darl ? i dunnoe .
Lastly; Aishah ! aku rindu ko ! hahaa, cann ? ku da tak ngan M.S lagie seyy, tu pasal ku saket, kesian kann ? =) .
Sheril .
Ohh miss . |
I miss Aini ~
I miss Soraya ~
I miss Ahqi ~
I miss Asyratt ~
I miss Azhar ~
I miss AzmiR ~
I miss Bestest Frens ~
Sheril .
Ohh Bebeh . | Friday, May 29, 2009
Fcuker ! aku da jangket ko ler . Atlast ku tdo dpan laptop ehk, tetdo plak tyme ku tengah ade chance nak chat ngan seseorg bernamer dodol (hahaa), infact kiter tengah halfwae chat ler, da org tu atlast bobal sendiri, hahaa . Big big sorrie tu whoever whom i halfwae talk too yersterdae nyte, hahaa, abe bgn, otak blank, tros tutop main switch masok bilik tdo , hahaa .
And now its juz bloody 7am and im olreadi awake, reason being ? Sumone called me in the middle of my not so bad dream at 4am and who else if its not anak Pak Cik Rosdi yg pertame ~not onlie he wake me up, the wae he do watever tings in the kitchen makes my stomach singing, padehal member ngah bunuh lipas, haha and soo i end up myself in the kitchen too ler .
After awhile we job hunt and lastly im sleepy now, so end up kter carik kejer nanti2 sdh ehk pasal mater aku lagie important, obviously peep, u can see my ohh panda eyes clearly ler .
And yaa i had wonderful tyme yesterdae nyte with who ehk ? my class ehk ? ehk fcuker ? hahhaa , k diam .
I wanna continue my BEAUTY sleep noww and dodol go and carik lah dat ting, i miss it damn much ler .
Slamat pagiee smue dan slamat berskolah, lerrr .
Sheril .
Stress ler . | Thursday, May 28, 2009
Im soo fcuking stress with the modules dat im studying now, i keep staring at the clock above the whiteboard in class whenever my teacher is busy explaining on the board, not dat i dun wanna concentrate, i can onlie understand if he explain through talking but not through writting on the board, ill try to take pics of his hadwritting if i can tomorrow and tell me if u can underdstand wat he write lerr .
Wat else ehk wanna blog ? hmm
Im brainless on wat to blog, why not i blog when im brainmore, yeahh, good idea .
Okey i wanna contine doing some stupid stuff here, slamt smueee and yaa btw i miss Ihsan Manso :'( .
Sheril .
Kisah Cintaku ~ | Tuesday, May 26, 2009
di malam yang sesunyi ini
aku sendiri tiada yang menemani
akhirnya kini kusadari dia telah pergi
tinggalkan diriku
adakah semua kan terulang
kisah cintaku yang seperti dulu
hanya dirimu yang kucinta dan kukenang
di dalam hatiku takkan pernah hilang
bayangan dirimu
untuk selamanya
mengapa terjadi kepada dirimu
aku tak percaya kau telah tiada
haruskah kupergi
tinggalkan dunia agar
aku dapat berjumpa denganmu
Kisah Cintaku hanya satu, satu yg ku sentiasa simpan di dalam hatie buat dirimu yg ku cintai .
Sheril .
Bestest Frens | Sunday, May 24, 2009
I spent my tyme by enjoying myself with Bestest frens and Zal yesterdae evening at Tamp . Bestest frens suprise me with a small bdae cake plus a big cute cake followed by their singnature and wishes for me, how sweet bebeh, i love bestest frens alot dok, not to forget Fcukers frens too .
Thanks Bestest Frens for the everyting but too bad azmiR was not there, cpat2 baek tau bebeh, syg ko jgk bdh ! hahaa, kekasih atie aku hansem kan ? tu pasal aku tak lpas kan dier siak, hahahaah ! ko tau kan betape syg nyer aku ngan dier ? hahahahahaha , aku pon tau ko syg ko nyer jgk, hahahaha, yang ko ckp hansem tuu, dier mmg hansem tapi dier da tak contact aku lagie, tak tau ar asl, hahaa .
Dodol, i care for you seyy, i hope wat u told me was true, i dun expect u to do such ting seyy, please dun change too much, i juz wanna see the old u, the one dat ive known 5 yrs bck, tkcr darl, imy .
Ifan Road, laen kali dgr ckp mataer, kan tengok aper da jadie ngan ko skrg, naseb ko tkder pape sey, tapi kalo jadie pape pon, padan jgk muker ko,tapi tak gune ar cause u will never learn from any of ur lesson, hahaha .
Sayer mau tdo dulu , slamat yer smuee .
Sheril .
Breakdown . | Friday, May 22, 2009
Wat was the feeling was when u ferst realised dat u actually fall in loved ? I remembered bck den, i was speechless knowing dat my bestfren lyke me, i had never imagine dat one dae i would date hym . Too mee bck den, he was juz my lovely guy bestfren, who would listen to all my probs, who would be there for me wen i need a shoulder to cry onn , who would be the ferst person to knoe who i admire and many more, little did i realise dat he would be my everyting one dae, and till now and maybe forever .
Remembering the past was juz soo wonderful, the daes when he started to care for me more den juz a fren, the dae he promise me dat he wont break my heart, the dae he saes dat his forever mine and the dae he ask me to be his .
The ferst tyme he held my hand mins after i was his, the ferst tyme he kissed me , the ferst tyme he hug me , the ferst tyme he cried for my stupid actions, the ferst tyme he saes ' I LOVE YOU SHERIL' .
The last tyme when he saes dat im no longer his, the last tyme dat i saw hym with sumone else, the last tyme i hear news dat i should not hear, the last tyme dat he told me to move onn, the last tyme when he confess dat im no longer in his heart .
1 yr 2 mths was wat we manage to hold onn . 10 mths has passed, ive not onlie lost sumone dat i reallie loved but ive lost my lovely bestfren too .
Now, ive tried again and again to fall in love and moved onn and atlast i did, sumone stole my heart, he suddenly came in and gave me wat ive lost 10 mths ago, loved, no one ever called me everyting dat he called me but den i realised dat i cant really find his loved, wat most i felt was my past loved .
I knoe people changed, but den deep inside my heart i knoe dat his still my onlie Dodol dat ive known 5 yrs bck . I juz wanna tell u, if one dae im with sumone else, u are still keep safe inside my heart and i wont ever forget u cause i had never love sumone lyke how i love u .
I had never meant to force u to loved me, i was onlie worried dat u would forget me and love sumone else, i knoe im selfish but i cant denied dat i reallie love u but den i realise dat maybe i was not meant for u and im spechless now to continue ..
U never knoe how much imy dodol .
Sumtymes i keep wondering is there any 2nd chance in loved ?
Sheril .
mess up . |
I juz finish editting some random tings and i notice sumting about some of my accounts skin, its all about love, lerr .
Its 5.25am now and i cant sleep . Im otp with Irfan ROAD , haha but his doing his own ting and im doing my own ting lerr .
I reallie dunnoe wat to update, i cant wait to mit Bestest Fren dis sat bebeh .
I smell sumting fishy but i dunnoe watt arr, ermm .
Sheril .
Ohh Bdae . | Sunday, May 17, 2009
16052009 ~
Thanks YAMEEN for the bdae cake and the kiss, haha !
Thanks KIDDO cause his the ferst person to text me at 12am sharp !
Thanks BESTEST FRENS for the wish .
Thanks FCUKERS FRENS for the wish .
Thanks NISA FCUKERS for the morning calls and the outing , haha !
Thanks EVERYONE including STRANGERS from all of the accounts i have for the wish .
Thanks SHAFEEQ JUMAT/ KHAIRUL/ BUD/ SHAMEER/ ALFIAN for the wish plus a shotwhile webcam, haha .
Thanks RUHAIZAT for the counselling .
and lastly
Thanks IFAN for for the watever talk u have given me all his while and everyting lahh and maner LAPTOP aku ? haha !
and not to forget to SUMONE whom i though would never wish me but atlast wishes me, tanks too, if onlie u were still here to celebrate with me, hmm .
And to my FAMILY, tanks for everytings ~
for the two treats from SEOUL GARDENS and SWENSENS .
for the LAPTOP .
for the new line CONTRACT .
for the SHOPPING .
for the MONEY .
for the delicious FOOD granny cooked
ahh easy saes, for everyting lahh, lazy wanna type all, haha !
I love every single off my frens and family, im lucky to have them as mine .
and yaa tak sabar ehk nak amek lesen krete ! haha, da bleh drive mahh !
wanna continue maen game ! pics are not with me, dunnoe with whoo, haha ,
Sheril .
... | Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Ive got no mood todae and where on AMK, BMC is ?? STRESSSSSSSSSSSS !
Sheril .
... | Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I miss everyone, especially fcuker :'( . Im starting skewl tomorrow tomorrow nyte, i dun feel lyke skewling suddenly, im juz super restless now and super irritating with everyting i do .
STRESSSSSSSSSSSS !
Sheril .
Restless . | Monday, May 11, 2009
Im so restless now, i dun wanna fall sick, atleast not now please, im starting skewl real soon ! I keep craving for weird tings lerr, in the middle of nyte, i tend to crave for banana lahh, mcspicy lahh, waffles lahh and paling weird i crave for food at hosp, lucky the dae after dat mum has an appointment at hosp ler, but too bad once i bought the food, i onlie eat sket jer, cb, kalah org pregnant lerr .
Im now waiting for my turn to be massage, cant wait for the relaxing moment bebeh ! Imgine im beside the sea, with the breeze air around me, shiok dokk, imagine jerr, padehal massage pat bilik sendiri +_+ , soo harap kan kipas lah breeze aku lerr .
Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Aku bukan siapa2 untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa
Ku harus memilikimu slamanya
" mama tau ko maseh syg kan dier, tkmo pakse cinte, biarkan dier tenang kan fikiran dier dulu, kalo btol ko syg kan dier, lpas kan dier kalo tu akan uat dier happie, tkkn ko tknk tengok org yg paling ko syg happie ? "
Sheril .
Mummy Loved . | Sunday, May 10, 2009
Happie Mothers Dae !
To my beloved mum ;
Happie mothers dae mum, i knoe i have dissappoint u alot, i had never make u proud, im not lyke ur other daughter mum, i alwayz wish dat i can make u reallie proud one dae, i wannae apologize to you for everything bad dat ive done, watever it is u are the best mum i ever had and i love u mum !
I juz see my mum off to werk and i forget to wish her lerr, will send her by msg lahh, haha .
Sheril
7 more dase bebeh . | Saturday, May 9, 2009
Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better ?
OMG, im left with another 5 daes before skewl starts ! Lol, i alwayz imganie dat 1 dae before skewl start, the people down there will call me and inform me dat they had POSTPONED my class again, if dat really happened, i swear im gonna cancel my name and ask them my money bck, its soo stressful being in a position where u really wanna skewl but people keep changing the date, soo irritating .
Can i werk werk werk and latest get my pay by thurs ? cann ? lol, theres many tings in my mind now . I wanna buy dis, by dat, i wanna buy everyting dat is nice in my eyes ler, so now u can imagine by how many daes i will finish a sum of maybe min $1k arr ? The maximun u can see altleast $500 in my bank by the end of dae 1 and not even a cent in my bank on the 2nd dae lerr OR u will not even see a cent by the end of dae 1 itself .
Theres soo many waes to defined the werd love, but y ? Its bcause everyone who had been in a relationship or in a relationship has their own ans , they feel it from their own heart .
Everytyme when i sees sumone dat i love around me, my heart will beat faster, faster lyke as if its gonna burst, whenever i feel cold, theres warmness dat i feel when i start to think about the one dat i love . Whenever i sees couple enjoying themselves, i dun wish for my nexy bf to be lyke hers, but i wish dat i can continue my last relationship again cause i knoe im gonna enjoy myself more den anione else when im with hym . Butt too bad, its onlie a wish dat will never be granted . Its juz a wishh not moree , dun worrie cause i knoe it will never happen =) .
Sheril .
8 more dae bebeh . | Friday, May 8, 2009
Family celebrated my advance bdae at Seoul Garden last nyte, but too bad i was not dat hungry cause i dun have any appetite to eat dis few daes . Before dat in the morning accompany my mum to KK hosp with my dad, went to have a bit of shopping at Bugis, bought clothes, bags and some other items . Then headed to sumwhere near Sultan Mosque to mit my uncle and then headed home . Fetch my two sisters from home den straight to Cwp to have dinner aka my advanced bdae celebration at Seoul Garden as mum and dad will not be free on my bdae itself lerr .
Walk around Courts to find kitchen ware and fcuk im damn happie lerr cause not onlie they got for me Seoul Garden, they even bought for me sumting dat i had most looking forward forr, for the past few months, so now i will stop bragging my mum about bdae pit, hahaha .
Besides frens, family are the most important to me especially mum and dad, althought ive been countless of tyme being harsh to them, they still provide for me not only my daily needs but my useless need too, such as shopping ler and others dat are not dat important or should i sae not important att all lerr .
Im having slight fever plus plus NORMAL flu okey, not SWINE flu lerr . Ive ate my medc at 12 am but till now im not sleepy yet, ive been perspiring alot ler, the wheather cannot tahan olreadi lerr . I wanna have a very late late nyte or should i sae morning shower ferst ler cause its 4 am now and im still here blogging ler .
To fcuker and Faiz isk , krg kutok aku kan pat webcam pasal nmpk gigi ku jer kan, tkper krgg, nanti tyme krg ader webcam plak, krg kene arr, hahaha . Atleast aku sanggup tau kuar dari bilik den ku webcam ngan krg pat dapur, hahaha .
Sheril .
Sheril . | Thursday, May 7, 2009
I love every single of my frens, more or less, they are the most important and absolutely gereks frens i ever had in my lyfe ! I may not have many contact of frens in lyfe but with them being in my lyfe im more den happie but i doo love my new frens, they are also nice bunch of people too, more frens on 14 mae lerr !
Pics above are my Bestest Frens and Fcukers, im too tired to upload pics of my others loved lyfe, u can juz see them under my loved lyfe ya on the i dunnoe left or right column (tgn cebok ler) lerr . Currently im addicted to one of alicia keys video ler, her songs turns me on, hahaha !
No one No one No one
Can get in the wae of my feelings to
LUKMAN ~
To anak Rosdi yg pertame dan anak Yusoff yg pertame jgk;
~ maybe we will get SGH instead of NUH lerr, more updates laterr .
I dunnoe wat to update lerr, im craving to eat at Hosp foodcourt ler, weird ler . Will be going KK hosp todae, wanna check on my babies, no of course ! accompanying my mum ler, so after dat can mkn at Hosp foodcourt, yeah ! hhahaa .
To ohh aini, aku syg ko gler babi nyerr . Kalo aku lelaki, aku da ajak ko kawen, haha ! I will definately do wat ive told you in the "RJ" lerr, trust me, ehk "trust me" haha lerr, sempat ler akuu, trust me for now =) .
Ohh lukmann, ily ..
Sheril
Loved . | Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Happie 2 yrs anniversary ex-loved .
*supposed to be*
Hearing ur voice although for juz a little while and replying my msg makes me more than happie .
I still love you ex-loved .
Sheril .
Ohh Loved . | Monday, May 4, 2009
I wanna confess sumting todae, but i guess no one would be shocked to hear dis, even my mom . I juz wanna confess dat i love dis guy above, its been months he left me and ya i guess he moved on with his lyfe long tyme ago unlike me . I tried to move onn, many tymes but i dunnoe why i juz cant do it . I dissapoint my whole bunch of wonderful frens, i promise them dat i will start a new lyfe but yet ive not, im not shocked if they ignore me juz bcause of this . Not dat i rather lose my frens den hym, its juz dat sumtymes secret where meant to be secret i guess .All this while his the reason why i believe in love, before hym ive yet to knoe the meaning of love, he came into my lyfe and shower me with his love, care and concern . Theres no other guyz who cried for me juz for a stupid remarks ive made, his the ferst guy who did dat, from there i promised myself dat i wanted hym to be my ferst and onlie loved . I promised dat i wont leave hym for sumone else, i promised dat i will be with hym forever . Things get out of hand when my jealousy came and eveything end on 17 july 2008 .If we were still together , tomorrow will mark our 2 years together .To Shahrin,Firstly im sorrie cause i bring out ur name, even if i dun mentioned ur name, people still noe its u. I bet u knoe i still love u, i knoe im in the wrong for our break ups, it had never ever slip in my mind to stop u from having frenship with some other gerls, i dunnoe why everyting happen soo fast . I miss everyting about u, im sorrie for everyting, after we celebrate our 1 year anniv, ive planned to celebrate our 2 year anniv at sumwhere special but i guess dats one of my wont happen wish now . Im sorrie again over everyting dat had happen, ily .
Happie 2 yrs anniv ex loved if u sill remember .
Sumtymes i wonder am i ryte to believe in miracles ?
Sheril .
... | Sunday, May 3, 2009
I hate everyone , not even one soul understand wat im going through now . Im the most useless person in the werld, i hate my lyfe, i hate everyting . I wanna die , i wanna run awae from everyting , im tired over everyting , im no one ....
Its juz a few daes awae , im fcuking scared , i cant face all dis , i dun have the courage , i wanna die .
Sheril .
Ohh sheril . | Saturday, May 2, 2009
Im going to sumwhere intresting todae, will update more tonyte or maybe not tonyte, lerr .
Look into my eyes, u will see wat u mean to mee .
Sheril .
Ohh Ohh . | Friday, May 1, 2009
I terribly miss my CCBS/IOL frens, get news saying dat many were thrown to Simei, sum cant get to Higher Nitec, some were not qualified for the last term exam and watever lahh, in skewl, we may be the worst class ever, with onlie 5 students attending lesson every morning during Ms Lim lesson, attend skewl or class on tyme onlie during Mrs Foo lesson cause she was the class advisory ler, skip wellness lesson, sleep in class, eat in class but we were alwayz early for recess or home tyme lerr . No matter wat we did, we were alwayz there for each other doing stupid tings together lerr , ohh how i terribly miss my monkey class . Few daes ago, received msg dat dear Aina will undergo operation on Tues and she wanna mit us before her op, promise dat i will mit youu dis daes ya aina kuu . I will alwayz pray for ur safety darl, dun worrie nth will happen to youu, ill kill the Doc if aniting happen youu yaa , i promise =) .
I cant sleep at this hr cause i slept at the wrong tyme and soo here i am still awake, and yaa i juz realise dat im more worst den a blind man, i juz got my new spec, it was lyke a magic spec cause when i wear them, i can even see pimples on faces who is atleast 5 foot awae from me, and i even can see how big their nose hole were, dis is wat happened when u give up on spec 3 yrs ago , soo jakon seyy akuu tengok muker org .
Btw i find dis funnie, to me lahh ;
Me : Control maner ?
Hym : Tuu aperr (pounting out) .
Basically, u all should knoe how a remote control looks lyke kann, i wanted to ask about the channel, lyke example; press wat num for Suria channel ?, dat was wat i meant lahh, but i ask in a stupid wae ;
Me : Mcm maner nak tekan, nak tekan aper ? ( lerr )
Hym : +_+ . ( prangai Haziq ler ) .
And lastly ;
Ohh Lukman (bkn Taufik ehk), i tink i wanna change my url to OhhLukman.bs.com, cann ? hahaha .
Sheril .
