~ | Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Having u by my side was alwayz wat i wanted, i need nth else from u beside ur love, care and concern . Almost everyting about u was perfect to mee . I love u for the wae u are not for wat u have, having u to bee mine was lyke a magical dream come true, it makes me smile and mark my dae whenever u laugh, i love ur smile, ur laughter, ur jokes . Ur kisses makes me melts, ur hugs tells me dat im save whenever im with u, i wish dat it will all continue and will never end ..
But den i realise dat it will never come true, but still im not giving up cause i do believe in miracles, miracles in my magical dream ...
I Love uu more den i Love Ohh Lukman .. ( ler ) .
Sheril .
argh . | Monday, April 27, 2009
" Hello, Sheril, nie Kak Ayu from Admiralty BMC . I juz wanna inform u dat my clerk from Amk BMC juz kol and inform me dat ur ferst class which is on 30 April will be postponed to 14 May, so please take note yaa, tanks " .
Ive been rotting at home and very the smangat wanna start skewl and now i have to wait for another 2 more weeks . Soo tanks yaa dear BMC for giving me advanca bdae presents , ohh lerrr , im soo the pissed off lerr .
Ohh Lukman i lyke u but i love sumone else ler ..
Sheril .
Ohh ... | Sunday, April 26, 2009
My bckbone is killing mee, my bckbone is killing mee, my bckbone is killing mee, my bckbone is killing mee, my bckbone is killing mee .
Imy soo soo much, imy soo soo much ,imy soo soo much, imy soo soo much, imy soo soo much, imy soo soo much Loved .
Ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman, ohh lukman .
Ohh i miss 050507 badly .
Sheril .
Ohh lukman . |
Its been awhile since i blog with a proper post,im juz to lazy to blog ler dis few daes/weeks . About my previous post, remember the married guy with 1 child who is in his 33 ? Hahaha, his actuallie a guitarist from Peterpan lerr, i juz realise dat his actually good looking lerr . Ive been watching Peterpan videos everydae and i dun get bored with it cause theres lukman !! lerr . Enough about Peterpan, im left with onlie 4 daes to skewl, ive not yet collected my membership card, ive not yet shop for writing materials and more lerr . Since ive got nth better to do at home, ive been cleaning the house plus my wardrobe lerr, and since mum wanna shift house soon ive olreadi start packing my clothes, onlie clothes dat i use at home plus clothes for skewl/outing are on my wardrobe and soo now ive place all my bears in the wardrobe too lerr .
I ask Haziq stupid questions not long ago and im still laughing over dat, idk but it seems funnie to mee . Haziq wrote this on his pm - LIGHTENING ALERT : WOODLANDS . And so i nudge hym and chatted with hym and i ask hym sumsort lyke dis :
me : lol, ziq cam ner ko tau wlds ader lightening ? (padehal im in wlds too and i knoe ader lightening but i was blur dat tyme so i ask hym lorr .)
den i realise dat i was asking hym some stupid questions, i was about to type when haziq reply ..
Haziq : ler .
Me : haha, kk, ku tanyer ko soalan bdh ..
Haziq : ye ...
Hahaha, kk im stupid to ask hym stupid questions .. Its 1pm now, need to shower and mit asyratt at 3 . Will update when im FREE .
Sheril .
ohh .. | Friday, April 24, 2009
Hansem ryte ? hahaha, his hot to me although dier tak pierce his eyebrow . He melts me with his one and onlie guitar but kan his married with 1 child =( and his 33 dis yr ..
Proper update tonyte (maybe lahh) ....
Sheril .
sumone . | Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Sumone ,
theres sumting dat i wanna tell u,if u happen to read my blog,please contact me. I dun have the courage to make the ferst move to msn/msg/kol u cause im scared dat u wont layan me lerr . I put ur name as sumone cause u once told me not to put ur name in my blog,so sumone,obviously u know whom i meant lerr .
ps - imy mcm nak mati tapi apekan dayer jodoh tiader (haha,wth) .Sheril .
Ohh May .. | Monday, April 20, 2009
Spent tyme with Bestest Fren except asyratt todae . Ryte now im soo tired,i swear im gonna sleep after posting dis,i dun reallie have enough sleep for a very long tyme ler . And ya my dear msn frens, im not in any of the skewl dat u all mention yaa, haha ! Pandai pandai lah krg pk aku skola maner ehk ! haha .
Btw April will gone in 10 daes tyme,dats mean May is coming and if i have the choice to decide,i dun want May to appear again in my lyfe although my bdae is on dat month lerr. I juz dun have the courage to stand still and lay bck my emotional on one of the dae in May's, i juz feel so hurt when my brain start too hit the past,but lyke people alwayz sae,memory would alwayz be memory . Ohh GOD, give me many many many strenght to pass through the month of May .
Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu
Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya
Yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini
Sheril .
Ler . |
I dunnoe wat happen to anak Rosdi todae,he very jiwang semacam . I tink now he semangat looking at those jiwang videos cause tbe2 jer dier senyap & check dis out :
Memang perit kan bila cinta kita tak berbalas,rasa nak mati pun ader. Patah hati memang so sad, tapi jangan patah semangat hidup, pasti masih ada cinta yang baru menanti untuk mewarnai hidup kita lagi ..
From irfan bestfriend to sheril TAUFIK =) .
See i told u, todae he jiwang semamcam dats why he send me those quotes . I wanna watch some awesome videos now and ya thankk GOD, she forgive me =) .
Sheril .
Sorrie . | Sunday, April 19, 2009
For those who eventually read my previous post which i actuallie deleted,help me by ignoring them ya and ya sorrie darl cause im not the type of person who goes to GIG yaa, wat more ROCK concert, u wont be able to find me at those concert but u would find me at home online-ning darl. So once again im sorrie .
Sheril .
=) . | Friday, April 17, 2009
Im soo sleepy ryte now but since anak rosdi is otf, might as well i update my blog to kill tyme as he keep blaberring nonsence tings lerr. Ive got an idea for my hair on how i wanna fashion it but i dunnoe if it suits me or not lah cause my hair never stay forever lyke how i wanna it to be,within mins it will fall out from the hairclips. Not long ago i juz receive msg fom this sumone, hahaha ! Im kinda excited ler but the ting is his not hott enough cause dier tak pierce kening ! haha, CB nyer ril, overall im happie for now =) .
I spent my tyme yesterdae with my fcukers,i did spent tyme with Nisa on her Bdae lyke how we did the previous-previous year. Bought a small cake,it may be small but lyke Cha says we bought it with Love,haha! Did a small celebration behind Lot one and yes i saw familiar face down there,onlie Cha tau saper and not to forget i took the wrong train again and again ! After all those small celebration,walk around as suryanti wanna search for bag but none catch her eyes and so we proceed to our "photoshot studio" for our shot,haha ! It was damn kecoh i tell u ! We took more than 50 shots lah i tink, hahaha,overall i did enjoy myself and im sure fcukers too . =)
Im thinking of doing chalet on my Bdae but must seek parents approval ferst,i mean the approval of money lerr,hahaha ! But not sure about dat,will discuss with the rest ferst . I wanna have a goodnyte rest as my eye cannot take it olreadi lerr .
Since fcukers olreadi uploaded pics at their blogs,mine pics will be at either facebook or frenster and soo nyte nyte eveyone .
It marks the 10 mths todae .
Sheril .
Lerr | Thursday, April 16, 2009
Im soo the piss off with frenster,its damn fcuking slow. Its been ahwhile since i log in down there and if i my name happen to view ur profile not long ago,it was not me,it was sumone u wouldnt wanna know,haha. And one more ting,for people who dun have brain,im not dat sort of bitch to send nasty comments on ur profile idiot and ive got no tyme for datt CB .
Lately ive been very the selekeh,i dun dress up when i go out,i juz choose clothes dat i see infront of my eyes,i wear simple make up or more worst i dun use them at all. I even tink of juz wearing shorts and t-shirts when i wanna hang out. My fringe sumore make me stress, dun even bother about asking my weight,i dun even understand them,sumtymes i lost,sumtymes i gain and the result my weight never change,it juz stay at that freeking number and reallie theres no point for me dieting cause i dun even exercise,hahaha! Another 14 more daes to skewl,ive not done my skewl shopping yet cause ive not decide wat to wear to skewl,ive not decide how i wanna fashion my hair,even ive not decide how to fashion myself ler.
Can i lyke wait for next year and join ITE again ? Cause im still in my wonderland werld now,ive not change abit u see. I juz pass my N level,i cant continue to take my O levels,den i dun get enough point for my ITE course and i cant get myself to Higher Nitec and now here i am taking Dip. I thought success dun come easily? I thought u have to werk hard if u wanna success in everything, but i kind of getting this easily, i mean its so soon, then next ill be werking if i Graduate successfully for my Dip cert . By dat tyme im not yet even 20, and i would olreadi be serious werking, it sounds soo funny to me, sheril being serious ? hahaha, wth .
Im stress stress stress stress stress, i dun tink i can make it for dis course. I dunnoe, shit after all dis while,now then i tend to think about all this but its no use thinking bck again cause mum register everyting and ya all i can do is to wait till 30 april and i curiously wanna see wat would den happen in my lyfe next .
Im not talking nonsence ryte ? I juz type out wat i felt lerr. U may see dat im a person without future or watever cause i take everyting easily but eventually im not,everydae i will be wondering wat will i be when i grow up,will i succedd in everyting i do and lastly will i still be here for the next few years or even tomorrow lerr .
Sheril .
Khairunnisa . | Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Happie advance 18th Bdae Khairunnisa !
The number marks it all nisa, u're 18 now. And dats officially mean u're legal and i knoe u are much more happie about the legal thingy rather than ur bdae ryte ? Much more easier for me to seek help ,u knoe i knoe fcuker ! Haha, its okey, within one month more, its my turn bebeh ! =)
Im sorrie cause i cant be by ur side on ur 18th Bdae, all dis while ive been with u on ur Special dae but not for dis year fcuker, beside u're skewling and sumore ur lesson end punyer lahh lmbt. If u are still in SLSS,conferm nyer i will be there but u're now in Simei ler, but lucky for u,u have suryanti by ur side on ur Bdae =) .
Fcuker,all this while u were there when i need help,beside all those fyte dat we had every year,u were still there for me. Everynyte u would listen to all my rubbish talk, ur comp folder were all full bcause of my Hott guyz, u were my listening ear when im down and everyting lahh.
Enjoy ur Bdae with ur Lovable Frens and Family, and ill pray dat u will succeed everyting in lyfe fcuker !
Ps : will meet when im free and when u're free too and ily fcuker, hahaha .
Sheril .
Hott guyz . | Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I need a Psychiatrist - I think that I am going crazy and need help before becoming a psycho ..
I tink guyz with piercing on their eyebrow look hotter lerr,they look more matured and i dunnoe lah and i wish my bf will pierce his eyebrow for the sake off me and ill promise i wont leave hym if he agreed on doing dat for me . Can lyke dat ? ill promise dat i will diet more OFTEN and eat up all those diet pills regularly, haha. See wat a good gf i am,juz bcause if he pierce his eyebrow for me,i tend to diet more OFTEN. Susah nak dpt tau,hahaha,prangai CB ler sheril .
Kemetot - lelaki aku tunjok ko tu Hott kann ? juz bcause dier pierce kening dier tu pasal ku ckp dier hott. Naseb ku contact ngan kwn dier ler, kalo tak kan, CB lah prangai aku, hahahaha !
Fcuker - aku maseh nak enjoy carik Hott guyz yg pierce kening drg,yg laen smue ku tknk pandang lagie. Tu smue maser silam and zaman kental-kental lagie ! aku nak fcuk lyfe aku sampai aku puas, hahaha, CB ler .
Sumone - ignore the msg dat i send u okey ? Im sorrie for the "LAME" msg, ill get a psychiatrist very very soon so dat my love illness will vanished yaa and i hope u will be happie hearing dat okey Kacang Panjang (remember,my mum use to call u dat tyme kter baru together(ler sempat ler)),and our memories are kept safe inside my deep deep deep heart darl ! Enjoy ur lyfe and hope u will find sumone much more better then me =) .
Hott guyz reffer to those who pierce their eyebrow. Dun ask me why i suddenly intrested in this type of guyz,i myself not sure whyy .. and i wanna rest my eyes for now, i left with onlie 3hrs of sleep and will be meeting not so hot guy Rafiq at 8.30am,u are not Hott enough cause u dun pierce ur eyebrow lah bro =) .
Fcuk Fcuk Fcuk Fcuk Fcuk ! 2 more daes bebeh ! den u will be TUE =) .
Sheril .
