A W A E . | Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Im awae after dis post till idk whenn ..
Im bz with soo many tings ;
- Mimpi Manis (tanks Nisa, ko uat aku gler babi nyer addicted)
- My Sims Lyfe (i want them to have many2 generation ler)
- Werk (still searching but ive not even start searching ler)
and many2 more lahh, i knoe im busy with stupid tings but ahh aku nyer suker arr . I wanna sae sorrie to those whom i never reply ur msn/msg or ans anione call cause i also dunnoe y i did dat lerr .
Call me or msg me when u need onlie ehk cause im fcuking lazy wanna reply those msg when not important, puas atie tkyah ader hp kan, ignore me for now cause im not myself now plus i feel soo lousy, idk why, period kot ? dunnoe lahh ..
Despite all this, i cant wait to mit Bestest frens dis Sun =)=) .
Sheril .
Sheril . | Sunday, July 26, 2009
There's many many many pics i wanna upload but im being such a lazy freak, soo next tyme jer lah upload . Im awae for 3 daes onlie lerr, awae for stupid tings ..
Its been 12345678910 months since i last visited my grandma since she followed my aunty to i dunnoe which country lahh, i mean my another grandma ler, since she juz got bck from overseas last two daes, we went over to her house to visit her, one hot topic for sure dat they talk about was about the "nenek jual kropok" lerr, they were busy chatting when suddenly sumting eerie happen, hahaha ! kecoh sia smue org .
Cousins all grew up olreadi, so tall lyke galah lerr, its been also 12345678910 since i last talk to them, childhood dae jer maen2 samer, mandie samer2 ler, tdo smue samer2 ler, skrg da besar, mcm malu gtu kan nak bobal, lol ..
Im running out of werds for now, update another tyme MAYBE ..
Im changing my blog skin soon, so ill relink or link whoever ive not relink or link during dat process yaa, lerr .
Sheril .Confused . | Thursday, July 23, 2009
Maybe will be AWAE for the moment
Im having some self probs now ~
- Eyebag .
- Weight .
- Hair Loss (wth) .
and im totally confuse about sumting, totally confused ~
Sheril .
Ohh Lukman . | Monday, July 20, 2009
I create Ohh Lukman in Sims lerr ! hahaa .
Ferst dae period todae, i wanna die, cannot take it animore .
Get well soon sumone ! dis sumone will onlie +_+ when i =) .. hahaa
I wanna have a long long rest now, slamat smue .
Ur pm can reallie kill me, do u knoe dat ? =/
Sheril .
Why ? |
Why did u leave me ?
till now i dun knoe the reason why u left me ..
why why why why why ?
ive been waiting for u to come bck all dis while but LOL im talking nonsence again lerr .
See, my feelings sux but reallie i juz den get it why at the ferst place he left me ..
Lyke i sae in the previous post, heartbroken is part of our lyfe ..
Btw Congrats to Aini and her DK Barat Gang ! They get to the final fyi .
Khai & Nisa , im soo sorrie for making both of u worried about me, and Khai sorrie cause i hang up the phone the other dae , hahahhahaha *inside joke* .
and i have this wonderful dream the other nyte, very wonderful, but sumone spoiled it by calling me up at freaking 7.30am on a freaking Sundae morning, tanks Ifan Rosdi !
Sheril .
=l | Friday, July 17, 2009
Sheril is soo emotional todae , why ?
Cause its the 17th of July todae, still dun get it ?
Figure it urself ..
Im still not fully yet recover from my love sick, it still keep hunting me and i hate it, i wanna let go of everyting and move on with a brand new lyfe, which im half wae true it now, im scared to fall in love again with sumone else cause sumtymes i wonder wat if dat sumone else hurt me lyke wat happen in my past love .
Do you tink anyone deserve to be heartbroken twice ?
No one deserves it but it appears that it is inevitably a part of love and life and unless you decide never to love (a sad, sad decision) you will always run the risk.
I think, maybe, afterall Heartbreak is part of lyfe and im sure many people out there da biaserr with this situation ..
Sheril .
Jonathan Togo . |
Nisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! `look above` :p .
I dunnoe wat to update, im tired, bored and everyting lahh ..
I hate falling in love, but not with my Ohh Lukman, hee .
Im done here, proper update soon i guess .
Sheril .
Ohh Lukmannnnnn . | Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Ignore my face, im soo damn tired at dat tyme of point but still i take pics, hahaa, lerr .
Its been ages since i last kiss my father +_+, and i juz did it yesterdae when i visited hym, hahaa, mcm klakar gtu since i never kiss a guy before lahh kan +_+, overall his my father, so okey lah, tak raser pape pon, hahahha !
Its fcuking 4.57am and im olreadi awake ! and yeah im officially out from BMC (agaknyer ar), soo happie sia .
I reallie dunnoe wat to update ryte now, i better try getting bck to sleep now since i need to wake up early tomorrow to visit my dad again, its lyke everydae im going there until he can go home ...
Btw i stilll LOVE my Ohh Lukman ehh, his still my one and onlie hero lerr .
Sheril .
tired . | Monday, July 13, 2009
Dad phone, with blood everywhere and i cant bear to see his leg, bandage everywhere, he was soundly asleep when we (my mum and me) arrive . He was still in his t-shirt and full of blood pants, stupid hospital ! Many tings happen down there and bla bla bla, im too tired to tell everyting . The last tyme we saw dad, when he was pushed to the operating theatre, pray and hope dat everyting goes smoothly, by now i tink dad is still soundly asleep after the operation ~ i juz cant bear seeing hym in pain, insyallah everyting would be olryte dad .
Im soo tired now, need to travel to the hosp again tomorrow ~
Nyte everyone, if one dae i die, i want the doc to operate my heart cause theres sumone name in it, and dat is wat i called Love . ~ da start mepek da nie, lerr ~ .
Sheril .
=( . |
I feel so lost now, out of nowhere, i miss my dad . I may hate hym for being harsh on me sumtymes but i love hym and i reallie do, i kol hym earlier onn to ask hym to buy for me some food since ive not yet eaten aniting from morning, as he was otw bck from werk, my call was not answered, so i thought either his still werking or cant ans my kol as his on the road, 10 mins later sumone called me and pass me the news dat dad had an accident .
Theres nth i could do beside praying hard dat he will be olryte since now we cant get to mit hym for some certain reason, im still waiting for the next call so dat we can visit hym and dats the reason i have the tyme to update my blog .
I knoe u wont be reading dis dad but im sure one dae u will when the tyme has come, although mum is dissapointed with u about other probs, im reallie sure she love u and ya we all love u dad, stay strong dad .
=(, im stilll waiting for the call ...
Sheril .
Lalalala | Sunday, July 12, 2009
I miss wearing skewl uniform lerr, i miss all those laughing session with my Bishan GFs . I miss my IOL and i miss everyting soo much ~ & i cant wait to return bck to skewl next year ..
Im having soo much fun nowadaes although im sick and i eat alot todae =(, nanti weight naek balek seyy !! But i enjoy the Satay sia at East Coast there, very the soft and easy to byte not lyke other satay stall. Should bring u all down there one dae, lerr .
I tink sumone is olreadi in a relationship, i thought lpas 3 yrs ? nak masok U lahh, nak blajar lahh, ahhh guyz will alwayz be guyz ~ soo difficult to trust them plus im use to it olreadi, countless of tyme kene tipuu, watever lahh ehkk .
Bestest Frens, Fcukers, Loved Lyfe and all my Bestfrens IMY guyz soo much, im soo emotionla dis few daes =( .
FazieLahh ! aku pun rindu ko (replying to ur comments at frenster,hahaa), nanti ku add ko pat msn okey ! and we can chat and mit up yaa . And tanks sebab ko suro aku mkn obat, hahaa =) .
Sheril .
100709 | Saturday, July 11, 2009
Ive got many suprises yersterdae !
Ferstly:
sumting dat i dun tink would happen dis fast did happen, Lerr .
Secondly:
Fcuk and yanti came over my hs after skewl, aww so swit of them to visit me since im still soo sick dis few daes .
Thirdly:
Mum atlast cook my fav dishes after soo long of not cooking due to werking and dat reallie suprise me lerrr .
Theres many many more pics of uss onlie dat im lazy to upload all and from wat i realise theres not even one perfect pics of us, hahahhaha !
At nyte, hang out with Faiz and Khai and yaa theres sumting for Faiz ~ hahahahaha ! nanti bdae ko, aku belikan slipper baru k, yg tak licin nyerr, LOL =) .
Happie 5 mths anniv to Ifan & Fatima ~ ( hahaa, see aku kwn yg baek, wish untuk kwn yg JAHAT mcm ifan )
I need to remember dis date 10 July 2009 ( fcuk, num badluck ehk ? hahaha, babi ko ! )
Sheril .Dissapointed . | Wednesday, July 8, 2009
y ? y cant u juz tell me the truth, i may get hurt and cry but atleast i knoe u are not lying . Im dissapointed in u, countless of tyme u lie to me, but its okey, im happie as long as ur happie, i admit i cry juz now chatting wif u but ya maybe i cry cause im happie for u, ill juz stop here and ill juz keep the other feelings to myself now ~
My temp now is 38.2, not swine flu please and bloody hell i need to go to the dentist tomorrow and Ifan mulut ko masin cause skrg aku da demam bdh .
I feel lyke cryinggggggggg and ahhhhh im crying now ~
Will update another tyme since i cannot take it with my headache all now .
Sheril .
.. | Monday, July 6, 2009
I tink ive juz make tings more complicated && and even im complicated with everyting now .
I miss Bestest Frens alot ~
Sheril .
050507 | Sunday, July 5, 2009
Happie 2 years and 2 mths ex .
We would reach a year older together if we were still together, idk if u still remember dis date but for me even if im with sumone else, i will still and forever remember it . Im not sure if im still in Love with u or not, theres soo many feelings in me now .
I dunnoe why i post about dis, i knoe u moved onn long tyme ago and maybe ure in love with sumone else now, as for me i dunnoe if i had move onn or not, i juz hate the feeling when suddenly i feels dat imy .
Whenever u need sumone, ill be there for u, ill be there to listen to all ur sorrows and cry and i will alwayz be there for u even if im no longer around and ill alwayz pray the best for u .
Sheril .
... | Saturday, July 4, 2009
Ignore those ugly faces of mine yaa ! hahaa .
Tomorrow, which means its todae, Sat, will be my last dae dating my fcuk =( .
Since my one & onlie mum is in her Special mood ( samer mcm mak ko nisa, hahaa ) juz now, i made the choice to tell her dat i no longer intrested in the watever skewl im attending now and i badly wanna quit and hahaa i ask her to pay for my *tuuuut* fees, hahaa ! ler .
I pity my tagged alot, reason being, whoever ader tagged go and see for urself ~ For GOD sake, im a MALAY SPORE gerl and i celebrate HARI RAYER PUASA and not DEPAVALI okey ! stop sending msg in Indian cause i dun understand even one word from those sentences and yaa this people keep sending me stupid love tag ! ahh CB sia, geli geliman dok ~
Have u heard the news dat .....
Sheril .Faziela . | Friday, July 3, 2009
Special post to Faziela ;
Faziela !!!!! wait2 aku takot slh org, nie faziela yg cute2 yg pendek2 tu kan ? hahaa ! Ehk kalo btol nie ko, siak ar da lamer dok tk jumper ko !!! aku sanggup wat post nie untok ko tau, hahaa ! Kk , aku takot slh org, tunggu sampai ko relpy baru aku go onn, hhaaha !
Sheril .
Sorrie . | Thursday, July 2, 2009
Im sorrie ~
I stop contacting u cause im worried dat u will tink dat i lyke u, lerr . I dun have any feelings for anione now except for Lukman, enough of my past, i juz wanna enjoy with everyting dat i have now, raser malas plak nak mataer2 nie smue, kalo kter setie pon bkn nyer mataer kter tu nak appreciate, saket kan atie kter tu ader arr .
Kwn ? i no longer feel dat im part of dis grup of frens ~ I dunnoe why, but i can reallie feel the differance between me and them, suddenly i feel akward when im with them, i miss being with them soo much but i juz dunnoe why i have this kind of feelings .
Fcuk ! thanks for being there for me all dis while, i knoe sumwhere, sumhow ive dissapoint u, tanks for all the understanding and im soo sorrie for watever mistakes dat ive done too u from the start till now, dis week is the last week im gonna enjoy with u as skewl will re-open next week, i mean ur skewl, not mine, hahaha ! =)
And yaa in my werld, Ifan is a monkey, hahhahaa ! LOL .
Lukmannnnnnnnnnnnnnn ILY plus plus i love Haratio too =)))))))) !
Sheril .
Fcuked . | Wednesday, July 1, 2009
In my werld, ifan rosdi wear skirts ! wear make ups ! wear bikini and G- String ! ~
I had fun todae swimming (again) but dis tyme rounds with fcuk and as well as another 2 monkeys of mine .
At ferst we had the swimming pool for ourself but den more and more people came and i swear i hate this two Nyonya, keep looking at us, as if we were naked lyke dat, they dun even realise dat they were old olreadi and still have the cheek to wear sexy swimming costume, *puke* !
Im soo fcuking happie cause i manage to lose some weight ! 10kg dokk ! Saper tak bangga sia ! Skalie skale feeling2 jadie kurus aper slh nyer, lol .
Ryte now, fcuk had juz went off from my house as she need to fetch her twin brothers from skewl and soo ya i wanna mit Lukman nowww ~ btw hansem kan Lukman pat pic tuu, sempat ler maksok kan pic dier .
Ohh Lukman, ily ( nie bkn fantasy ehk , reality bdh )
Sheril .
