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Hatred . | Sunday, June 7, 2009


Lyfe is unfair to mee .
Its alwayz me to be blame, have u all even think once why im doing all this ? I knoe everyone care about me, i appreciate all dat but please from the beggining ive once told dat theres my own reason whyy i did all this .
Im not offended by wat u sae yesterdae, but i feel dat theres is sumting wrong with ur sae, did i ever mention i need u to cry with me ? need u to be sad with me ? I thank God soo much cause i did not even cry when i saw tings with my own eyes the other dae when i saw the watever ting in my msn account .
I onlie felt dissapointed, why ?
Its bcause he choose to tell sumting else beside telling me the truth to get rid off me, and i took dat seriusly and for once i was convinced by his sae, but things turns the other wae round when i found out dat he lied to mee .
I dun feel any jealousy, okey maybe abit, why ?

Its bcause im olreadi use to it, dis is not his ferst tyme being with other gerl while he exactly knoe dat im still waiting for hym . But seriously im more to the disspoint .

U all may not get wat im trying to sae here, cause lyke i sae in my previous post, onlie one soul knoe everyting about me, dat soul was all along with me when i was once stress out about sumting .

To hym ;

u straight awae block my 1st msn account when i msg telling u dat i knoe everyting, why dun u tell me the truth ? scared dat it will hurt me ? ehk hello Mr, u had hurt me for a very long tyme for ur info, u reallie dissapoint me alot, try asking urself wat ive done for u all this while . I have been keeping and carrying all our secrets alone while u enjoy urself all this while, wat am i to u ? a doll ? u alwaez tell me dat u treat me as a fren but i dun see dat in u . Im soo fcuking dissapointed with ur attitude, im soo fcuking depressed bcause of ur doing all this while, i hate u for everyting, and bcause of u, people misjudge me telling me im stupid to the core and watsover .

Happie now ? i lose in ur stupid game .

Marah lpas bacer nie ? tu ko peh pasal ar, ko pk ko srg jer tau mrh ? aku tak tau mrh ? gtu per ? mcm aku ckp smalam ngan ko pat msg, ader pegie ader balek arr, watever it is, tuhan tu adil .

To saper2 yg bacer nie post den terase ke aper2 ke, tu krg nyer pasal jgk ehk . Kalo maseh tak puas atie jgk, buat lah aper krg nak uat , da malas nak layan ~ .

Sheril .





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