Ohh Loved . | Monday, May 4, 2009
I wanna confess sumting todae, but i guess no one would be shocked to hear dis, even my mom . I juz wanna confess dat i love dis guy above, its been months he left me and ya i guess he moved on with his lyfe long tyme ago unlike me . I tried to move onn, many tymes but i dunnoe why i juz cant do it . I dissapoint my whole bunch of wonderful frens, i promise them dat i will start a new lyfe but yet ive not, im not shocked if they ignore me juz bcause of this . Not dat i rather lose my frens den hym, its juz dat sumtymes secret where meant to be secret i guess .All this while his the reason why i believe in love, before hym ive yet to knoe the meaning of love, he came into my lyfe and shower me with his love, care and concern . Theres no other guyz who cried for me juz for a stupid remarks ive made, his the ferst guy who did dat, from there i promised myself dat i wanted hym to be my ferst and onlie loved . I promised dat i wont leave hym for sumone else, i promised dat i will be with hym forever . Things get out of hand when my jealousy came and eveything end on 17 july 2008 .If we were still together , tomorrow will mark our 2 years together .To Shahrin,Firstly im sorrie cause i bring out ur name, even if i dun mentioned ur name, people still noe its u. I bet u knoe i still love u, i knoe im in the wrong for our break ups, it had never ever slip in my mind to stop u from having frenship with some other gerls, i dunnoe why everyting happen soo fast . I miss everyting about u, im sorrie for everyting, after we celebrate our 1 year anniv, ive planned to celebrate our 2 year anniv at sumwhere special but i guess dats one of my wont happen wish now . Im sorrie again over everyting dat had happen, ily .
Happie 2 yrs anniv ex loved if u sill remember .
Sumtymes i wonder am i ryte to believe in miracles ?
Sheril .
