Lerr | Thursday, April 16, 2009
Im soo the piss off with frenster,its damn fcuking slow. Its been ahwhile since i log in down there and if i my name happen to view ur profile not long ago,it was not me,it was sumone u wouldnt wanna know,haha. And one more ting,for people who dun have brain,im not dat sort of bitch to send nasty comments on ur profile idiot and ive got no tyme for datt CB .
Lately ive been very the selekeh,i dun dress up when i go out,i juz choose clothes dat i see infront of my eyes,i wear simple make up or more worst i dun use them at all. I even tink of juz wearing shorts and t-shirts when i wanna hang out. My fringe sumore make me stress, dun even bother about asking my weight,i dun even understand them,sumtymes i lost,sumtymes i gain and the result my weight never change,it juz stay at that freeking number and reallie theres no point for me dieting cause i dun even exercise,hahaha! Another 14 more daes to skewl,ive not done my skewl shopping yet cause ive not decide wat to wear to skewl,ive not decide how i wanna fashion my hair,even ive not decide how to fashion myself ler.
Can i lyke wait for next year and join ITE again ? Cause im still in my wonderland werld now,ive not change abit u see. I juz pass my N level,i cant continue to take my O levels,den i dun get enough point for my ITE course and i cant get myself to Higher Nitec and now here i am taking Dip. I thought success dun come easily? I thought u have to werk hard if u wanna success in everything, but i kind of getting this easily, i mean its so soon, then next ill be werking if i Graduate successfully for my Dip cert . By dat tyme im not yet even 20, and i would olreadi be serious werking, it sounds soo funny to me, sheril being serious ? hahaha, wth .
Im stress stress stress stress stress, i dun tink i can make it for dis course. I dunnoe, shit after all dis while,now then i tend to think about all this but its no use thinking bck again cause mum register everyting and ya all i can do is to wait till 30 april and i curiously wanna see wat would den happen in my lyfe next .
Im not talking nonsence ryte ? I juz type out wat i felt lerr. U may see dat im a person without future or watever cause i take everyting easily but eventually im not,everydae i will be wondering wat will i be when i grow up,will i succedd in everyting i do and lastly will i still be here for the next few years or even tomorrow lerr .
Sheril .
