SheriL

An nyoung

2009-12-06T00:48:00.002+08:00

Can i be the happiest person on earth now ?

Super Junior might be coming to Spore siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

Im going crazy ryte now, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Saranghae [ x 1000 ] =p

2009-11-11T17:41:00.003+08:00

Its been more den a yr, i lyke it dis wae although at tymes i felt lonely .

No one knoe wat i reallie felt at dat period of tyme, it was hard for me .

Tank God, i get over it now .

Im sorrie if i broke ur heart .

Im not ready for it plus tings will never werk out between us cause my feelings for u was onlie as a fren .

Beside, theres olreadi 13 guys in my heart and they will forever be in my heart .

Im sorrie, soo sorrie ..

Survey .

2009-10-21T17:46:00.004+08:00

Dis is wat happen when im bored ;

Love survey -
you must ans every questions TRUTHFULLY !

[1] Are you currently in a
relationship ?
Erm, nopee .

[2] Have u ever been given a rose ?
Nopee .

[3] What is your all-time favourite
movie ?
Armaggedon !

[4] Do you love your Girlfriends ?
Erm, ex gerlfrens ? yess .

[5] Do you believe that everyone has
a soulmate ?
Yeap .

[6] Whats your current problems ?
My weight ? lerr

[7] Have you ever had your heart
broken ?
Yeahh, badly brken .

[8] Ever thought of long
distance relationship ?
Recently yess .

[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend ?
Bestfrenss ? yess .

[10] The person you're with right now,
do you want to spent your life with them ?
Who ? lerr

[11] How many kids do you wanna
have ?
Two .

[12] What is/are your favourite
colours ?
Blue & pink kot ? lols

[13] Who are your celebritity crushes ?
Hahaa, u should knoe who =p .

[14] Whats your ideal girl/guys ?
Sumone who has great lips, hahaa .

[15] Imagine you are 79 and your spouse just
died, would you re-married with sumone else ?
Nope, lerr .

[16] At what age, did you start noticing the
opposite sex ?
Idk lerr .

[17] What song do you want to be played
at your wedding ?
Ahhh ! Super Junior of course .

[18] Do you like anyone ?
Yess .

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Second survey ;

[1] Have you ever eaten beef ?
Yess .

[2] Eaten pork ?
Nope .

[3] Eaten duck ?
Nope .

[4] Eaten crocodile ?
Hahaa, nopee .

[5] Eaten deer ?
Nopee .

[6] Bad mouth someone ?
Have you ? lols

[7] Been to Marina Barrage ?
Yeahh .

[8] Run away from home ?
Hahaa, once lols .

[9] Pee in the lift ?
Hahaa, yess during prim one, lols .

[10] Asked money from your parents ?
Yess, duhh .

[11] Have you ever watch porn ?
Have you ? lols .

[12] Stole your Bestfriends/friends boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Have i ? lols

[13] Has make out ever cross your mind ?
Wat if i sae No ? lols .

[14] Has sex ever cross your mind ?
No ? hahahaaa .

[15] Has the opposite sex given you a lovebite ?
Wat is a lovebyte ? lols

[16] Have you given the opposite sex lovebite ?
Again, wat is a lovebyte ? lols

[17] Have you fallin in Love ?
Yeahh .

[18] Have you shaved your sex organ ?
Have you ? lols .

[19] Have you ever had sex ?
=__= .

[20] Has a girl ever asked you for sex ?
Yeahh, crazy gerl .

Truth .

[21] What do you see first when you mit sumone
of your opposite sex ?
Their lips, hahaa, ill explain why on the other blog, lols.

[22] How many ex(s) do you have ?
One . lerr

[23] Your longest relationship ?
1 year .

[24] Your shortest relationship ?
One ex = 1 relationship onlie, lerr .

[25] Single or taken ?
Single .

Eaten any of dis food ?

[26] Chicken rice ?
Yess .

[27] Beef rendang ?
Yess .

[28] Duck rice ?
Nope .

[29] Pork chop ?
Nope .

[30] Chicken butt ?
Nope .

[31] Laksa ?
Yess .

[32] Chocolate cake ?
Yess .

[33] Pancake ?
Yess .

[34] Fish ?
Duhh, yess .

[35] Frog ?
Nope .

Friends

[36] Who is like a sister to you ?
My gerls-frens .

[37] Who is like a brother to you ?
My guy-frens .

[38] Would you like to kill any friends
of yours ?
Erm, not at the moment, lols .

[39] Taken advantage of them before ?
Who ?

[40] Have a bestfriend ?
Bestest frens, yess . fcuker frens, yess =) .

[41] Had enemies ?
Nope, ehk idk lahh .

[42] Hate sumone from the time you mit him/her
till now ?
Nope .

[43] How do you treat your friends ?
With love care and concern ? hahhaaa .

[44] Make out with any friends ?
Ermm, nope .

Wanted something ?

[45] Car ?
Yess .

[46] Sex ?
Nope .

[47] Make outs ?
Nope .

[48] Money ?
Yess .

[49] Wedding ?
Yess .

[50] World peace ?
Of course duhh .

[51] House ?
Yeah, the one in Korea .

[52] Laptop ?
One more for other usage .

[53] Pet ?
Nope .

[54] Musical instrument ?
Piano .

About yourself ;

[55] Your future occupation ?
Travel management, insya allah .

[56] Your future house ?
A house in Korea .

[57] Your Zodiac ?
Taurus .

[58] Your height ?
157 .

[59] Your weight ?
Hahahhaa .

[60] Your age ?
Sweet sixteen, nahh 18 .

[61] Your addiction ?
Super Junior =p .

[62] Your hobby ?
Erm stalking people, im a scary person ! lols

[63] Current status ?
How many tyme must u ask ? Nope lerr .

[64] Current job ?
Tanam buah anggur, lols .

[65] Favourite things to do ?
Watch video .

Tag people to do this ;

Anione is welcome to do dis fcuking long survey, hahaa . Tangan raser mcm nak tercabot lerr, but its not a waste of tyme doing dis cause it takes up ur boring tyme lerr .

Sheril .

lalaalaa .

2009-10-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

I Love those 13 guyz lerrr ..

Btw ill juz leave the other blog url down here, but still i will update here cause lyke i once sae, im more to my fantasy werld ler ..

thepastpastlove.blogspot.com

Sheril .

Bdae .

2009-10-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

In 5 mins tyme, it should be midnyte in Korea, and soo i would lyke to wish a Happie Happie Bdae to Mr Lee Donghae from Super Junior ~( hahaa, mcm dier bacer gtu )

Since theres no Super Junior CDs in Spore, ive made the choice to place an order in the net and yaa i made lotss and lots of frens from all over asians who are into Super Junior ..

As u guyz can see, dis blog here seems to be a place full of my own werld, as in lyke u people alwayz saes my fantasy werld, so as a human being, i do have feelings and emotions, so i cant be in my own werld for lyke the rest of my lyfe but to be honest, im more to my own fantasy werld cause im much more happier in dat werld rahter den being in my own reality werld, and soo ive made another blog of my own for my reality werld, as in whenever my senses came bck to my reality werld, ill post on dat blog, ill still be blogging here cause lyke i sae im more to fantasy werld .

So in total i have 2 blogs, one is my fantasy werld and another is my reality werld, so happie searching for the another blog yerr, i will juz give the link to those i wish to give too, lerr .

Sheril

Lalalaa

2009-10-14T06:08:00.002+08:00

Rayer pics are all out at Facebook, im kinda lazy wanna upload all the pics ryte now, " Nisaa ! muke ko tk nmpk ler, hahahaa ! " ...

Mum told me dis a few daes ago ; " Mama raser ko nie saket jiwer, saket mental, mcm org tk btol " ...
Den Nisa also tell me dis a few daes ago ; " Physco ... "

Soo in order to not harm people with my mental health, ive stop talking to people, i ignore everyone who chat with me at msn, i will onlie reply bck if its important or when i feel lyke replying arr ..

Saranghae Kyuhyun Oppa ~

Sheril

Sick !

2009-10-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

Wouldnt it be wonderful if u can be married with sumone whom u reallie love, share a wonderful happie lyfe together with them forever till eternity, of course everyone has their own dream/wish of whom they wanna get married with, i mean their ideal soulmate . Some wanna rich guy lahh, some wanna tall guy lahh, etc etc, as for me, i wish for a ............ korean guy ! k i knoe, tkder org tanyer =__= .

Im having a job interview tomorrow and i hope i will get it, but the prob is dat im soo having a hard tyme travelling from Marsiling to Bishan every morning, wats more from Marsiling to Raffles ~ pfft, the reason why i accepted the interview is bcause im bored at home, fcuking bored, no lyfe gtu ehkk .

Btw i hate people who are childish, im sorrie if i offended anione by saying dis, but reallie i cant tolerate childish people unless u are y.p lahh kann, change ur attitude please, saper yg mkn chillie, dier yg traser pedas, and please if anione traser or wat, dun later pm me pat msn saying " bahase kan aku per pat blog " ehk, instead go and change ur attitude .

Btw, some people are starting skewl tomorrow and soo Happie berskola yerr ! =p

Sheril

Feelings .

2009-10-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Seeing Kyuhyun Oppa face makes me smile all dae long, the best part is i alwayz get to dream about hym, hehee, best nyer . Im proud to be a Singaporean ( ceyy ) but i badly wanna go Korea, cause i badly wanna go arr. Talking about Korea, im kinda dissapointed ( hahaa ) with my frens cause out of the many frens i have, onlie one believe dat im going to Korea soon, the rest smue ... " hahaa fantasy ", busted sia, hahhaaa .

I was awake by the smell of those fcuking delicious pizza dad brought home, although i was damn sleepy, i still drag myself to eat cause the last meal i had was for breakfast which was around 10 am i tink, thought of sleeping bck after eating but nahh, i rather sleep bck around midnyte cause i wanna change my sleeping tyme now cause i cant bear to see this panda eyes of mine anymore, i wanna get rid of itt lerr .

Since morning, idk why but i kinda feel, ermm scared ? i dunnoe how to describe my feelings but i can feel sumting in me dat is weird, and i mean reallie weird . I dun wanna tell anione, actuallie i did tell sumone but nvrm, dat sumone is much more weird, heartless i guess, lols, aniwae yaa im kinda feeling it ryte now, haizz, should i tell mum ? or juz ignore ehkk ? ohh God ...

Although i have this weird feeling in me, i will still remember dis ; Saranghae Kyuhyun Oppa =p

Sheril

dumb

2009-10-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

Happie Bdae Along !! (060909)

Korea Korea Korea Korea Korea, here i come ( mcm phm ) !

As dae pass by, im becoming more dumb, its bcause i no longer knoe how to update blog, its lyke im not lyke last tyme, who alwayz knoe wat to update althoug i seldom update lerr, but now its diffrent, theres many intresting tings dat have been going onn around me but haizzz, Ohh God, wat happen to me ?

Lyke i promise, the meaning of the Korean sentance at previos post was ;

Dareun saram piryo eobseo naneun geunyang neorago
Dashi hanbeon mooreo bwado naneun geunyang neorago
Imi neoneun dareun saramiggejjiman
Eojjeol sooga eobseo dashi dorikil soo eobseo

English ~

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around

Dun ask me who im reffering too, cause i dun even knoe who im referring too .

Kyuhyun Oppa ~ Saranghae

Sheril

Neorago

2009-10-05T02:30:00.004+08:00

Kyuhyun Oppa ~ Saranghae

I learn some basic Korean language, and for dis i wanna start it by writing to sumone ;

Dareun saram piryo eobseo naneun geunyang neorago
Dashi hanbeon mooreo bwado naneun geunyang neorago
Imi neoneun dareun saramiggejjiman
Eojjeol sooga eobseo dashi dorikil soo eobseo

Happy figuring out yaa, ill tell u wat it means in Eng the next post yerr .

My fantasy turn up to be reality, and dat makes me the most happiest gerl in the werld ryte now, yesssaaa !!

Proper update tomorrow bebeh ~

Sheril .

Im bck !

2009-10-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Boo ! Im bck peeps, ferstly i wanna sae sorrie cause ive been keeping dis blog private, the reason is bcause i wanted to change it into a new blogskin, and soo for the past few weeks ive been werking on it but not even one looks good to me, atlast i decided to juz stay onto dis skin but ive made abit of changes in it, such as new songs, new heroes ( Korean Guys ), hahaaa and some new tings lahh .

Basically theres no more Ohh Lukman cause being me, a very very nice gerl ( lol ), ive decided dat i dun wanna " steal " sumone else husband plus i dunt wanna have a father of two to be my husband, okey okey i admit it was all fantasy, FANTASY, puas atie krg smue ? hahaa . And soo ive found sumone else now, not one but thirteen of them, i had a hard tyme choosing onlie one cause each of them have their own unique personality, and soo i choose all the 13 of them to be my heroes, hahahhahahahaha, its not FANTASY k Cb, hahaa, im going Korea soonn, yeahhh .

Harie Rayer pics will be uploaded once i received them, pics above are from yersterdae outing, we had soo much mcuh fun, alot of tings were shared, we took alot of pics but sum pics are to Censored to be publish, lol, and yess i made new fren, Shaza is the name, she's Nisa and Yanti classmate, will go out again yaa together with dyna too .

Will stop here now, need to continue studying Korean language, nie real bdh, tk cayer sdh, hahaaa .

Sheril .

Bla Bla

2009-09-26T02:49:00.004+08:00

If dis blog is private for the next few daes, it means ; under construction of changing skins .

Since i knoe ♥ Fishy, everyting change, now i wanna migrate to Korea and stay there forever, i wanna marry a Korean Guy, can i mum ? I wanna werk hard form now onn to earn more money so dat i can migrate there, settle down there, start a career there and lastly when the tyme comes, build a lovely family there . I wanna get marry by the age of 28 cause by then ♥ Fishy will be 32 . Ohh God, wat happen to me ? tanks Korean Guy for the brainwash, im becoming more crazier with u around me now .

Sorry Sorry ~

Sheril .

Sorry Sorry

2009-09-24T00:35:00.005+08:00

Im soo busy being with this guy up here dis few daes, heeeeeh .
My hearts feels lyke popping out whenever i see his face, i keep smilling to myself every second, even now im smilling, okey ! enough about hym .

10 october 09 ~ IOL rayer outing .
All of them will be bringing their own partner, wth ! And they ask me to bring one too, who am i suppose to bring ? dis guy above ? nowae ler, his not even celebrating rayer, hahaa, hack care lahh .

Im gonna change blogskin soon ler, i need to finish up tings ryte now, proper update soon, mabye lerr .

Sheril

Eid Mubarak .

2009-09-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

Slamat arie rayer kawan-kawan sekalian !

Its been quite sumtymes since i last blog, reason being, im very busy plus im very very lazy to update lerr . Seriously before rayer came, i have no mood for rayer, but eventually now the mood naek sia, hahaa, reason being i still get many many many "angbau" at the age of 18 with my condition not skewling nor werking, hahaa .
Gotta enjoy rayer now cause who knoes i wont get any more "angbau" next year =(, LOL .

Cousins are now at my place but they have gone to their lalaland olreadi, they all lalaland pat dpan while im going to lalaland in my own room, btw no more Ohh Lukman in my lyfe, by saying dat, doesnt mean i lyke sumone else or maybe i do lyke sumone else ehkk ? hahaa, let it be a secret yaa =) ..

" Sayer disini ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk memohon maaf kepade semua kawan-kawan dan jgk siape2 yg mengenali sayer, mintak maaf bnyk2 yerr kalo slame nie sayer ader membuat bermcm-mcm TER pade diri anda sekalian, tahun nie sayer tak anta msg arie rayer menerusi sms kerana sayer terlalu malas untuk type panjang2 pat keypad hp yg kecik tuu, oleh itu, Slamat arie rayer !!! .. "

Off to wash my make upp and denn bamm go to bed, Good Nyte peeps .

Sheril .

Missed .

2009-09-16T03:28:00.002+08:00

Ignore my teeth, tanks .

Im not reallie myslef dis few daes, im so sensitive, i cry all the tymes, even without any reasons, apart from dat i can be reallie irritating when im bored, i use to to do tings dat are meaningful (lyke real) when im bored but now no more ler, i disturb almost everyone at home, even my dad lerr .

I can see dat everyones changing or it is its me changing ehk ? idk lahh . Tank God i still have my two frens who will alwayz be there for me when im down, Ms N and Mr I .. Theres more actuallie who will alwayz be there for me when im down but this 2 person up here, they are the top one .

Few daes has juz gone after the reunion, but idk why i kinda miss Aini (as a fren lerr), i juz feel dat we dun use to be lyke last tyme, i knoe ur busy with ur Dk and other stuff but bare dis in mind dear fren, when u need sumone when ur down, juz beep me yer, ill be there for u (cheyy, cheyy) same goes to my other dear fren, Soraya . Syg krg mcm as if theres no tomorrow ( random lerr ) =)=) .

Nisaaaa, ily ily ily ily ily . Why ily ? cause ko mcm tau jer ku ngah sedeh, and there u are online-ning at 3 plus plus am in the morning ~ heee =)

Sheril .

Reunion .

2009-09-12T04:17:00.002+08:00

More pics later onn .

Imy even more when i see ur face .
I wanna run awae and never wanna mit u again .
But i cant cause i juz cant .
Im sorrie for loving u too much .
Maybe when the ryte tyme comes .
My love for u will fade .

Tag Reply to Grangster ~

Wth ! gie mimpi basah sorang2 ! ku tak minat ngan tu smue, lagie2 skrg bulan puase siaa, hahaa ! bler da dpt TERmimpi bende2 bdh ko tuu, jgn cter pat akuu, cause aku tkder maser nak dgr, lol

Sheril

pissed off .

2009-09-11T15:33:00.003+08:00

Follow up to yesterdae post .

Im soo pissed off now, reallie pissed off .

I kept my earpiece, to be exact my own earpiece and fyi onlie my earpiece in this house werks well as the other earpiece they own is either only werk on one side or worst dun werk at all .

When i woke up this morning, my earpiece was gone, ferst person in my mind, my sister of course ! she must have brought it to her Mendaki class . Pagie2 da uat org geram ler nie bdak, im okey if she atleast ask my permission by waking me up or sumting, im okey with it, nie takder, tros amek jer . Tuu tk papee, tak pasal lerr, next part nie yg best ..

I slept bck after dat and wake up, actuallie i juz woke up, its 3.47pm fyi ler . Straight awae i get up to her and found her in the comp room, here it goes :

Me : " Nini, maner earpiece kakak .. ? "
Her : " Ahh kak, earpiece kakak rosak, sebelah tk bleh dgr .. "
Me : (tebeliak bijik mater bler dgr rosak) " rosak !? mcm maner bleh rosak ? "
Her : " Tak tau, mmg da rosak bler adek pakai .. "
Me : " Kpale otak ko ! smalam aku pakai tkder pape bdh ! due2 maseh bleh pakai ! "
Her : " MANER ORG TAU ! MMG DA ROSAK LAH BLER ORG DGR ! .. "

My patience to her have olreadi reach the limit, feel lyke slapping her face, lucky her, dad was in the living room as i dun wanna get slap too, hehee .

Fcuk lahhh, i love her but she's realli getting on my nerves sia, when i tell mum, mum will onlie sae " dier stress lahh, dier tension, kan PSLE dier nak dkatt .." =__= . Ohh God, doesnt meant she's stress, she have to drag me and my tings too ..

Better get going now, nak siappppppppppppppppppp .

Sheril

!@#$%^&*(

2009-09-10T23:23:00.003+08:00

Scenario #1 - Waking up from sahur

Mum : " Kejot kan adek bgn, da pukol baper nie .. "
Kakak : " Adek bgn sahur, jap lagie nak imsak .. "

after a few mins, to be exact after 15 mins ~

Mum : " Kejot adek bgn lagie, da nak imsak niee .. "
Kakak : " Adek, bgn lahh, da pukol baper nie, minom air sket ke den blh tdo alek .. "
Adek : " ORG TAU LAH BLER ORG NAK BGN !! SANER LAH BODOH ! TKMO KACAU ! .. "

Scenario #2 - Eating for Sahur

Was busy eating mushroom, idk how to sae the werd Jama lerr, it was suppose to be jama . (from the periuk itself, duhh)

Mum : " Kakak, sini kjap .. "
Kakak : " Okey ! adek, kakak tumpang spoon nie (with mushroom on it) pat pinggan adek kjap .."

after few mins ..

Kakak : " Ehq maner mushroom kakak ? .. "
Adek : " Mushroom aper ? tu adek nyer lah, mama tadie amek kan ! .. "
Kakak : " Kan tadie kakak tumpang spoon with mushroom on it pat pinggan adek .. "
Adek : " MANER ADER ! MAMA TADIE AMEK KAN LAHH ! GIE AMEK PINGGAN SENDIRI LAH ! * Shouting her voice all out *

Scenario #3

Actuallie its not a scenario, juz about dis sumone dat sumtymes i feel irritated with, keep saying stupid tings, suker sgt ikot kan prasaan mrh until sumtymes tkder mood sia nak tanyer dier okey ke tak ? bende sket, blh jadie besar juz bcause suker sgt ikot kan prasaan mrh . I knoe, i use to be in dis situation, but dis person here is much more worst sia, pegie smayang lah ko, tenang kan hatie ko yg asek nak mrh2 jer . I knoe its not my prob ko mrh ke tak, but the ting is, ahh tkper lahh, malas nak ckp bnyk2 .

I hate people throwing tantrums at me without reasons, especially people who tend to have moodswing every single daes . Scenario #1 and #2 is an example of org gler punyer moodswing, sumpah aku fed up, mcm nak !@#$%^&*() dpan muker dier . As for #3, no comment lahh, saper mkn cili, dier lah terase pedas, hahaa, but i still love u fren ..

Sheril .

Duhh .

2009-09-09T08:03:00.003+08:00

Guess wat i ate for Sahur juz now ? Rice ! yeah i ate rice, its been lyke awhile since i last ate them cause i was on a diet, dun blame me for eating them, i was superb hungry, im bored with this so called diet, i dun feel lyke wanna diet animore . I admit it makes my weight lighter duhh but on the other hand if i dun take my meal properly, my dearly Mr Gastric will attack me . So my wae of diet was not a healthy one i guess, plus mum is not helping me at all, she keeps cooking my fav dish whereas she knoes im on a diet !! But i manage to get rid off it cause " saye maseh mampu menahan Nafsu makan saye .. " duhh ..

So after a long thought, i guess i will still continue with my so called diet but in a healthy wae which is eating food such as rice to give me energy but in a small quantity/portion, i hope soo i can make itt, hahaa ! i still have many more fats to be burnnnn siaaaa ... See Faiz, i listen to wat u sae earlier on ... Baek kan aku dgr ckp ko ? i knoe, tkyah ckp, Berbueh tgn aku type aku baek, hahaaa, ko patot Bersyukur dpt kwn baek cam aku, hahaa ! amek ko ! =p

Enough of my diet talking, earlier onn, i had a so called chat/comment at facebook with my last year ite peeps, so they gonna make another round off Jalan Rayer Bersame IOL dgn menaiki Bus Sewa again dis year, and i cant wait for it cause i freaking fcuking miss them soo muchh ..

I miss Nor Suryanti Samsuri =( ..
I Love Loekman Hakim =) ..

Sheril .

KepadaNya .

2009-09-08T02:32:00.002+08:00

I kinda miss dat person up here . Looking at her, makes me miss my Admiralty peeps even more, my prim/sec skewl bestfren, Nabilah, msg me two daes ago, happie sia ! tanks to Haziq for telling her im moving to admiralty bck soon, duhh .

I feel dat ive done soo many BIG sins all dis while, i juz did sumting two daes ago, haizz . I admit its been lyke soo long ive not sembahyang (pray), i wanna start sembahyang bck, mum saes dat watever dat we have or own in dis werld, we must tank God, cause it all comes from Hym up there, i knoe every Muslims knoe about dis, we human beings sumtymes makes mistake, we tend to forget Hym up there as in we get wat we wanted all dis while, but kter tk Sujud kepadaNya .. im not reallie dat good about dis, soo before i start saying the wrong tings, i better stop my Ustazah talk, lerr .

Aniwae, Muhamad Faiz Iskandar Bin M.R did sumting yesterdae nyte, never in my lyfe i saw/heard hym throw vulgarities to mee, and yesterdae he show his middle finger to mee, not onlie dat, he even call me fcuker, but the fcuker one was quite funny arr, hahaa, duhh . Bocor kan rahsie ko baru tau, hahaa ! Ingat ehk, ko da janji nak cover kan lagu yg aku nakk after u should knoe after watt, hahaa !

I keep dreaming about hym everynyte, but i knoe its juz a dream, " mimpi itu adalah sebuah mainan tidur " .

Sheril

Charco's

2009-09-07T01:45:00.003+08:00

Im soo the very lazy/tired to update todae .
Wat i knoe, i had fun todae with some awesome frens .
Unglam Pics of mine are upp at Facebook .

Btw, many peeps are taking their exams tomorrow, soo Good Luck yerr =) .

More update tomorrow [maybe] .

Sheril

=(

2009-09-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

Im superb hungry, i didnt knoe dat diet was this tough =( ..

& ohh i love Lukmann <3

Sheril

Bdae/Sorrie .

2009-09-04T06:29:00.002+08:00

Happie 18th Bdae Shafeeq Jumat !
May all ur wishes come true dude, insya-allah, amin ..

My mind is full of things now ~
Wat should i do now ?
I aprreciate our frenship, although all dis it was onlie by msn/msg/call .
When u msg me saying u love me, my mind goes blank .
Then now when u start saying u wanna mit mee, my mind goes totally blank .
U have seen my pics, so do i, but its not the matter of appereance im worrying about ryte now .

I dun wanna break ur heart by saying i dun wanna mit u, cause all dis while u were nice to mee .
Enough of juz knowing me through out the internet/mobile .
Im not the Decent gerl dat ur looking for all dis while .
Im a fcuking heartless gerl sia dude, u never ever wanna knoe wat i did .

Im sorrie for turning down ur invitation to go out with ur frens tomorrow .
I juz feel dat its not the tyme yet or actuallie, maybe it shouldnt be this wae .
If u wanna be frens with me, juz fren, i dun mind at all but if u want more den dat .
Im soo sorrie, my heart is still close cause enough for me to be the onlie one to knoe why .

Sheril

psst .

2009-09-02T03:46:00.003+08:00

Tanks ehk Nisaaa ! ( for the pics) hahahahahaa, fcuk sia =p .

Was suppose too webcam with Khairi, ( sorrie faiz, hiss too hot for me to resist, hahaa wth ) but end up i video call with Nisa cause i knoe nanti bored webcam ngan khairi cause end up im on my own werld and his on his PSP, futhurmore since im using video call with Nisa, i cant webcam with another person ler unless i stop my video call and onlie webcam with Nisa, ader phm ? kalo tak, tkper lupekan sajer .

Soo tanks to Nisaa for the stupid Candid pics, hahaa, busted sia ! Im kinda sleepy ryte now, i need to attend funeral tomorrow morning, im soo soo bad, sumone passed awae yesterdae and here i am laughing around, such a bad bad attitude im showing, haiyoo ....

Btw, Farhan Shah makes me melt bebeh, hiss a cute dude lerr, should knoe who he is ryte ? common, dun u guyz watch Channel 5 ? lyke duhh . But still the hottest/cutest should be of course my Lukmann, heeeh =p ! Enough of mine nonsense, i wanna ZzZzZzZ ...

Sheril .

ass

2009-09-01T01:01:00.002+08:00

Found dis pic while browsing true the photo album .

When i tink about u, i knoe u onlie tink about her .
When i misses u, i knoe u onlie miss her .
When my heart saes dat ily, i knoe ur heart loves onlie her.
When i feels lyke hugging u, i knoe ur hug where meant for her .
When i cried tinking about u, i knoe u will onlie cry for her .

Ohh God, how long more should i have this feelings ?

Sheril

Imy .

2009-08-31T02:52:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulilah, my fever has gone, juz have to bear with the throat pain now, and its fcuking very very pain, its lyke having a sharp sharp knife in ur throat and the pain is much worst den the tonsils i have last year but being me, a very good gerl, " saye redha dengan saket yang saye alami skrg, ini kerana di bulan suci ini kter smue harus besabar dan tak boleh mrh, oleh itu sayer hanya mampu tersenyum sahajer walaupun tekak saye saket mcm nak *toot* " .. =_=

Aniwae a big big Sorrie (again) to Faiz and Khai for u 2 should knoe for wat, so sorrie yerr .. =)

Tanks to my diet, from 78kg down to 68kg but still theres more fats to be burn =( .

Sheril .

Sick !

2009-08-29T01:26:00.004+08:00

For the past few daes ive been rotting at home sleeping as i was sick and i mean soo sick lerr. From the starting Ramadan starts and till now, ive not yet fast =_= . Theres nth for me to update for now, onlie dat i met Nisa earlier onn around my area and we get to watch some "live" perfomance from for me to knoe and for u to find out, lerr .

Sheril .

Loved Lyfe .

2009-08-24T03:12:00.002+08:00

I spent my Sundae afternoon with them above at the Libray studying, oopss studying ? aper tuu ? hahaa, obviously im not the one studying, wat do u expect me to study ? how to plant a tree ? haaa . Khai was busy drawing his *u never wanna noe wat it was*, hahaaa, one crazy fren i have down here . So Faiz was the onlie one studying , no i tink copying notes, haaa, dunnoe lahh .

I have a new name for my lappy, " Lukman " ! Nice ryte the name ? kk aku tau conferm krg ckp aku mrepek, lol . Proceed to Cwp and Bazaar after "studying", bought bubble tea and then home sweet home, since im not fasting, i slept straight awae after maghrib as i was sooo tired =_= .

Ended up, woke up at 3am and lucky me dearest Nisa was still up at msn, chit chat for awhile and off she goes and i guess i wanna continue my sleep again now, need to clean the house tomorrow, haiyaa bnyk malas lorr ! aniwae i was wondering again, but dis tyme about myself ehk, have i moved onn ? idk but i lyke sumone now, hahaa, not my ohh Lukman for sure cause i love hym not lyke hym, lol, maybe jer i lyke sumone, not sure yett cause Guyz will alwayz be Guyz, but i admit not all arr, soo jgn mrh yer kaum Adam sekalian .. =)

Sheril

Ramadan .

2009-08-22T01:09:00.003+08:00

Slamat Berpuase Smue =)

Ferstly i wanna sae SORRIE to FAIZ ISKANDAR & BUDDIMAN . Faiz should noe why, im sorrie dokk, promise tak uat agieee =) .

Hang out with aini, ahqi, feeq, hafiz S, soraya and yameennnnnnn and i get to mit alot of people todae, laugh soo much till i have menses cramp now, hahaaa . Pics are all at facebook, happie searching yerr .

I fall in love with armaggedooonnnnnnnn nowww, keep repeating the movie again and again, hahaa ! okey i knoe its a 1998 movie, but as if i care, hahaaaa ! lol .

I was wondering if u ever atleast once appreciate for wat ive done for u all dis while, dun tell me "we not even together" cause we were once, not once, it was more then once "lyke together" even after we were not together, im gonna punch u if u were to tell me u dun remember . =_=

Why must u come now beb ? i cant fast bcause of u siaaaaa ...

Sheril

Memories .

2009-08-19T12:00:00.003+08:00

" The most hardest ting in my lyfe was to stop loving u, i knoe it was onlie for a year plus but i guess i reallie reallie love u soo much dat till now ure still in my heart . All i ever wanted in lyfe for sumone dat i reallie love was to see hym happie, although the tings dat makes hym happie gonna hurt me deeply . Im sorrie for loving u too much, i knoe u hate it, u cant force my heart to stop loving u, its the same lyke i cant force u to love me, i can ask my mind to stop thinking of u but not my heart cause those feelings are all natural, it came by itself, if i have a choice of my heart, i rather move onn rather den suffering all my lyfe loving sumone dat will never be mine again but there was never a choice for my heart .

Now dat ur happie with sumone new, im happie for u too .. "

If i could turn bck tyme, it would be the tyme where u hug me real tight at Cha Bdae pit, dat nyte was the most memorable nyte dat i had with u, u were my sweetest ex i ever had, u were my everyting i ever had . I love u but doesnt mean u have to be mine forever ..

" Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure .. "

& dis song is for youu ..

Sheril .

fcuk .

2009-08-16T07:50:00.006+08:00

Its 7.50am now & im still not yet asleep ..

Thanks to thirteen hrs of sleeping yesterdae =_= . Twitter is acting lyke a bitch, or isit juz me who dunnoe how to use it ehk ? Ive been waiting for lyke the past ONE freaking hr for it to update, while waiting for dat, i even have the tyme to make breakfast and eat it and even clean the mess dat ive done but dat freaking ting has not yet been updated ..

So pissed off with dat twitter, ahhhhhh ! enough about dat yaa . Will be going to Cousins wedding later, cant wait to mit all the other cousins, been a long tyme beb . Currenly, i mean after blogging, im gonna watch some Dvds, basically juz to kill my precious tyme ..

Wat else ehkk ? erm erm, ohh yaa ~ Sumone has a new blog, i repeat it again ehk, SUMONE HAS A NEW BLOG ! so the gatal tau this gerl, skejap ader blog, skejap tkder blog, da baper bnyk blog ko ader pun ku tak tau sia, hahaa ! Soo, if u knoe who i meant den happie searching for her blog yer peeps =p .

Now then im sleepy but nahh i cant sleep or else goodbye to the wedding lahh kann & ya twitter is still loading, wth lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

Sheril .

Bdae .

2009-08-13T22:04:00.004+08:00

Happie 48th Bdae Ayahhhh !
We the three sistas Love u soo much ! Get well soon =) !

Should i cry for wat im seeing on the MSN now ? Idk ..

Sheril .

=(

2009-08-13T03:17:00.002+08:00

Im fcuking JEALOUS okey !

Incase ure wondering, its Lukman and his family . Ya Lukman ! the one on the left of this page under Loved section ..

Can i Cry ? =(=(=( ..

Sheril the Broken Heart Gerl +_+ .

Twittering !

2009-08-11T04:59:00.004+08:00

Lyke finally i knoe how to use twitter, muahahaaa ! Ive sign up for twitter mths ago onlie dat i dunnoe how to use them +_+ .

Its kinda fun seeing people tweet, so im gonna tweet too bebeh, lerr .

Need to reformat bck all those colours, cause i myself gets soo irritated with soo many pink on this blog !

Sheril .

Town .

2009-08-10T02:43:00.003+08:00

Happie Belated Bdae Singaporeee !!

Hahaa, okey im lame, im late by 2 hrs ..

One Fullerton was the place for us juz now, from playing card games, taking pics of ourselves and the firewerks thing too drinking dunnoe how many tymes of Starbucks coffee, hahaa ! Met new frens too, and the "best part" was when we have to squeeze in between hundreds of people, from Raffles to Tanjong Pagar and bck to Raffles and then to Clake Quay, pnat dokkk .

Took last train home, den slack at Civic Centre for awhile den reach home around 1.15 am lyke dat lorr, tanks Dearie Husband for sending me home by taxi, hahahaa =) ! And tanks to Nisaa too cause accompany me home by phone lerr, hahaa ! Sempat kter gossip ehk, haaa !

Cant wait to catch my flight ! And yaa one of the fren dat i met juz now (forget the name) gave a 500 Rupiah to mee cause he get to knoe dat im heading to Surabaya tomorrow ! hahahaa ! Kekek dok ! Praying hard dat NO ONE will hijack my plane later onn +_+ ...

Catch my unglam pics at idk where they gonna post it yaa, probaly Facebook kot, hhaaa !

Sheril .

Webcam Bebeh .

2009-08-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Short update with many irritating pics for todae, hahaa ! Had fun hanging out with FazieLahh Bebeh, she was so lucky to come across not one, not two but three of my ex(s), hahaa ! Lucky ke ? Suay tu ader arr, hahaa ! Darie pade ko tk tau saper2 ex ku, skrg da nmpk pon dpan mater ko tadie, hahaa ! Tanks for the Famous Amous too yaa bebeh ! Will hang around again when ur free yaa, hahaa !

" No larh, i takkan uat gtu, i never look down on u, walaupun we never mit each other before ( except for in pics arr), but i treat u more den a fren, hahaa " . (6 august 2009/11.21 pm)

Wat does dat mean ehk ? hahhaaa, abes ar ko Sheril, haizzz, how am i supppose to explain to hym dat i onlie treat hym as a fren and im not ready to fall in love again ehkk, i dun wanna hurt hym, lyke i sae before, his soo nice to mee and yaa his brother juz kol to sae dat "abg tengah maen bola", juz to let me knoe dat he would reply my msg late, my fault cause his msg which was at 1.18 pm was reply by me at 8.58 pm lerr ..

How ehk now ? haizzz ..

Sheril .

Sick !

2009-08-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

Found dis while browsing true all the pics lerr, conferm si glerr (2nd sister) nyer kejer .

Am having a very bad bad headache now, fever, flu and worst bckbone pain, im soo tired plus sleepy, i can even sleep infront of the lappy now but nahh if i sleep, headache will become more worst, usually if people sleep, their headache will be much more better but not me, weird, i knoe, lerr .

My head is spinning lyke hell now, ive eaten 2 panadol, should i take another 2 more ? or maybe many many more ? hahaa, lerr . And yaa i private my blog for awhile cause i also dunnoe why i did dat, lerr .

Sumone olreadi tell me his Shoe size +_+ .. bdae lagie jauh lahh glerr, maseh adek2 lagiee ... hahaa .

Im hiring for people too update for me my blog everydae, anione intrested ? whoever intrested will get Lukman autograph in return, lerr, okey okey lame, i knoe, but seriously im lazyy to update lerr ..

Head still spinning lerrrrrr and its lyke forever and it wont stop, ahhhhh .

Sheril .

...

2009-08-05T19:38:00.002+08:00

I dunnoe wat to update ! Seriously im soo tired, tired of wat also i dunnoe . Now people knoe my routine alreadi, lyke they onlie msg me during nyte tyme, and if they msg me during dae tyme, they alwayz insert the sentence "aku tau ko ngah tdo, tkper ! da bgn baru reply" ~ hahaa, so if u reallie need to contact me, call my mom yerr ..

Ive known this sumone for almost 7 mths now but still i dun have any feelings for hym, his reallie good to me, i juz feel so wrong doing all dis to hym, as in i onlie regard hym as a fren but on the other hand its lyke as if im giving hym the thinking dat i lyke hym, i dunnoe wat to do, i dun wanna dissapoint hym lyke i dissapoint sumone ..

Ryte now, those feelings came bck to me, but i juz couldnt let those feelings spread around cause ive hurt u too much, too much dat sumtymes i dunnoe where to hide my face when i see u around, i try to keep calm by thinking dat its all in the past but i juz cant cause haizzz, im such a pathetic loser, i cant even take care of sumone feelings dat reallie loves me, no wonder my ex left me, im the most cruelest person in the werld =( .

Maybe i wont online at nyte later cause im soo fcuking sleepy now and i guess its tyme for me to fly off to Indonesia alreadi since they are giving the final call ..

Sheril .

Mimpi Manis !

2009-08-02T15:03:00.002+08:00

Im done with Mimpi Manis ! Best Glerr dok cter .

Since SUMONE wanna read all my past post, im gonna publish them but all i wanna sae, watever shit ive type on those post were all my past, ive moved onn now and i lyke it dis wae ~

Mitting asyrat and azar at yck mrt, and soo gtg peeps !

Proper update tonyte (maybe arr) .

Sheril .

Sheril .

2009-08-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

Will update soonn when i received all the pics *

Sorrie Faiz, tkder pics, tkder update lorr, lerrr .

Im soo sleepyy im still holding onn cause i need to nvrm arr ...

Sheril .

A W A E .

2009-07-29T07:57:00.004+08:00

Im awae after dis post till idk whenn ..

Im bz with soo many tings ;

Mimpi Manis (tanks Nisa, ko uat aku gler babi nyer addicted)
My Sims Lyfe (i want them to have many2 generation ler)
Werk (still searching but ive not even start searching ler)

and many2 more lahh, i knoe im busy with stupid tings but ahh aku nyer suker arr . I wanna sae sorrie to those whom i never reply ur msn/msg or ans anione call cause i also dunnoe y i did dat lerr .

Call me or msg me when u need onlie ehk cause im fcuking lazy wanna reply those msg when not important, puas atie tkyah ader hp kan, ignore me for now cause im not myself now plus i feel soo lousy, idk why, period kot ? dunnoe lahh ..

Despite all this, i cant wait to mit Bestest frens dis Sun =)=) .

Sheril .

Sheril .

2009-07-26T04:04:00.004+08:00

There's many many many pics i wanna upload but im being such a lazy freak, soo next tyme jer lah upload . Im awae for 3 daes onlie lerr, awae for stupid tings ..

Its been 12345678910 months since i last visited my grandma since she followed my aunty to i dunnoe which country lahh, i mean my another grandma ler, since she juz got bck from overseas last two daes, we went over to her house to visit her, one hot topic for sure dat they talk about was about the "nenek jual kropok" lerr, they were busy chatting when suddenly sumting eerie happen, hahaha ! kecoh sia smue org .

Cousins all grew up olreadi, so tall lyke galah lerr, its been also 12345678910 since i last talk to them, childhood dae jer maen2 samer, mandie samer2 ler, tdo smue samer2 ler, skrg da besar, mcm malu gtu kan nak bobal, lol ..

Im running out of werds for now, update another tyme MAYBE ..

Im changing my blog skin soon, so ill relink or link whoever ive not relink or link during dat process yaa, lerr .

Sheril .

Confused .

2009-07-23T07:46:00.002+08:00

Maybe will be AWAE for the moment

Im having some self probs now ~

Eyebag .
Weight .
Hair Loss (wth) .

and im totally confuse about sumting, totally confused ~

Sheril .

Ohh Lukman .

2009-07-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

I create Ohh Lukman in Sims lerr ! hahaa .

Ferst dae period todae, i wanna die, cannot take it animore .

Get well soon sumone ! dis sumone will onlie +_+ when i =) .. hahaa

I wanna have a long long rest now, slamat smue .

Ur pm can reallie kill me, do u knoe dat ? =/

Sheril .

Why ?

2009-07-20T03:22:00.002+08:00

Why did u leave me ?

till now i dun knoe the reason why u left me ..

why why why why why ?

ive been waiting for u to come bck all dis while but LOL im talking nonsence again lerr .

See, my feelings sux but reallie i juz den get it why at the ferst place he left me ..

Lyke i sae in the previous post, heartbroken is part of our lyfe ..

Btw Congrats to Aini and her DK Barat Gang ! They get to the final fyi .

Khai & Nisa , im soo sorrie for making both of u worried about me, and Khai sorrie cause i hang up the phone the other dae , hahahhahaha *inside joke* .

and i have this wonderful dream the other nyte, very wonderful, but sumone spoiled it by calling me up at freaking 7.30am on a freaking Sundae morning, tanks Ifan Rosdi !

Sheril .

=l

2009-07-17T08:24:00.002+08:00

Sheril is soo emotional todae , why ?

Cause its the 17th of July todae, still dun get it ?

Figure it urself ..

Im still not fully yet recover from my love sick, it still keep hunting me and i hate it, i wanna let go of everyting and move on with a brand new lyfe, which im half wae true it now, im scared to fall in love again with sumone else cause sumtymes i wonder wat if dat sumone else hurt me lyke wat happen in my past love .

Do you tink anyone deserve to be heartbroken twice ?

No one deserves it but it appears that it is inevitably a part of love and life and unless you decide never to love (a sad, sad decision) you will always run the risk.

I think, maybe, afterall Heartbreak is part of lyfe and im sure many people out there da biaserr with this situation ..

Sheril .

Jonathan Togo .

2009-07-17T00:54:00.003+08:00

Nisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! `look above` :p .

I dunnoe wat to update, im tired, bored and everyting lahh ..

I hate falling in love, but not with my Ohh Lukman, hee .

Im done here, proper update soon i guess .

Sheril .

Ohh Lukmannnnnn .

2009-07-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

Ignore my face, im soo damn tired at dat tyme of point but still i take pics, hahaa, lerr .

Its been ages since i last kiss my father +_+, and i juz did it yesterdae when i visited hym, hahaa, mcm klakar gtu since i never kiss a guy before lahh kan +_+, overall his my father, so okey lah, tak raser pape pon, hahahha !

Its fcuking 4.57am and im olreadi awake ! and yeah im officially out from BMC (agaknyer ar), soo happie sia .

I reallie dunnoe wat to update ryte now, i better try getting bck to sleep now since i need to wake up early tomorrow to visit my dad again, its lyke everydae im going there until he can go home ...

Btw i stilll LOVE my Ohh Lukman ehh, his still my one and onlie hero lerr .

Sheril .

tired .

2009-07-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

Dad phone, with blood everywhere and i cant bear to see his leg, bandage everywhere, he was soundly asleep when we (my mum and me) arrive . He was still in his t-shirt and full of blood pants, stupid hospital ! Many tings happen down there and bla bla bla, im too tired to tell everyting . The last tyme we saw dad, when he was pushed to the operating theatre, pray and hope dat everyting goes smoothly, by now i tink dad is still soundly asleep after the operation ~ i juz cant bear seeing hym in pain, insyallah everyting would be olryte dad .

Im soo tired now, need to travel to the hosp again tomorrow ~

Nyte everyone, if one dae i die, i want the doc to operate my heart cause theres sumone name in it, and dat is wat i called Love . ~ da start mepek da nie, lerr ~ .

Sheril .

=( .

2009-07-13T05:09:00.002+08:00

I feel so lost now, out of nowhere, i miss my dad . I may hate hym for being harsh on me sumtymes but i love hym and i reallie do, i kol hym earlier onn to ask hym to buy for me some food since ive not yet eaten aniting from morning, as he was otw bck from werk, my call was not answered, so i thought either his still werking or cant ans my kol as his on the road, 10 mins later sumone called me and pass me the news dat dad had an accident .

Theres nth i could do beside praying hard dat he will be olryte since now we cant get to mit hym for some certain reason, im still waiting for the next call so dat we can visit hym and dats the reason i have the tyme to update my blog .

I knoe u wont be reading dis dad but im sure one dae u will when the tyme has come, although mum is dissapointed with u about other probs, im reallie sure she love u and ya we all love u dad, stay strong dad .

=(, im stilll waiting for the call ...

Sheril .

Lalalala

2009-07-12T04:32:00.005+08:00

I miss wearing skewl uniform lerr, i miss all those laughing session with my Bishan GFs . I miss my IOL and i miss everyting soo much ~ & i cant wait to return bck to skewl next year ..

Im having soo much fun nowadaes although im sick and i eat alot todae =(, nanti weight naek balek seyy !! But i enjoy the Satay sia at East Coast there, very the soft and easy to byte not lyke other satay stall. Should bring u all down there one dae, lerr .

I tink sumone is olreadi in a relationship, i thought lpas 3 yrs ? nak masok U lahh, nak blajar lahh, ahhh guyz will alwayz be guyz ~ soo difficult to trust them plus im use to it olreadi, countless of tyme kene tipuu, watever lahh ehkk .

Bestest Frens, Fcukers, Loved Lyfe and all my Bestfrens IMY guyz soo much, im soo emotionla dis few daes =( .

FazieLahh ! aku pun rindu ko (replying to ur comments at frenster,hahaa), nanti ku add ko pat msn okey ! and we can chat and mit up yaa . And tanks sebab ko suro aku mkn obat, hahaa =) .

Sheril .

100709

2009-07-11T05:36:00.002+08:00

Ive got many suprises yersterdae !

Ferstly:
sumting dat i dun tink would happen dis fast did happen, Lerr .

Secondly:
Fcuk and yanti came over my hs after skewl, aww so swit of them to visit me since im still soo sick dis few daes .

Thirdly:
Mum atlast cook my fav dishes after soo long of not cooking due to werking and dat reallie suprise me lerrr .

Theres many many more pics of uss onlie dat im lazy to upload all and from wat i realise theres not even one perfect pics of us, hahahhaha !

At nyte, hang out with Faiz and Khai and yaa theres sumting for Faiz ~ hahahahaha ! nanti bdae ko, aku belikan slipper baru k, yg tak licin nyerr, LOL =) .

Happie 5 mths anniv to Ifan & Fatima ~ ( hahaa, see aku kwn yg baek, wish untuk kwn yg JAHAT mcm ifan )

I need to remember dis date 10 July 2009 ( fcuk, num badluck ehk ? hahaha, babi ko ! )

Sheril .

Dissapointed .

2009-07-08T03:13:00.002+08:00

y ? y cant u juz tell me the truth, i may get hurt and cry but atleast i knoe u are not lying . Im dissapointed in u, countless of tyme u lie to me, but its okey, im happie as long as ur happie, i admit i cry juz now chatting wif u but ya maybe i cry cause im happie for u, ill juz stop here and ill juz keep the other feelings to myself now ~

My temp now is 38.2, not swine flu please and bloody hell i need to go to the dentist tomorrow and Ifan mulut ko masin cause skrg aku da demam bdh .

I feel lyke cryinggggggggg and ahhhhh im crying now ~

Will update another tyme since i cannot take it with my headache all now .

Sheril .

..

2009-07-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

I tink ive juz make tings more complicated && and even im complicated with everyting now .

I miss Bestest Frens alot ~

Sheril .

050507

2009-07-05T22:15:00.003+08:00

Happie 2 years and 2 mths ex .

We would reach a year older together if we were still together, idk if u still remember dis date but for me even if im with sumone else, i will still and forever remember it . Im not sure if im still in Love with u or not, theres soo many feelings in me now .

I dunnoe why i post about dis, i knoe u moved onn long tyme ago and maybe ure in love with sumone else now, as for me i dunnoe if i had move onn or not, i juz hate the feeling when suddenly i feels dat imy .

Whenever u need sumone, ill be there for u, ill be there to listen to all ur sorrows and cry and i will alwayz be there for u even if im no longer around and ill alwayz pray the best for u .

Sheril .

...

2009-07-04T04:02:00.002+08:00

Ignore those ugly faces of mine yaa ! hahaa .

Tomorrow, which means its todae, Sat, will be my last dae dating my fcuk =( .

Since my one & onlie mum is in her Special mood ( samer mcm mak ko nisa, hahaa ) juz now, i made the choice to tell her dat i no longer intrested in the watever skewl im attending now and i badly wanna quit and hahaa i ask her to pay for my *tuuuut* fees, hahaa ! ler .

I pity my tagged alot, reason being, whoever ader tagged go and see for urself ~ For GOD sake, im a MALAY SPORE gerl and i celebrate HARI RAYER PUASA and not DEPAVALI okey ! stop sending msg in Indian cause i dun understand even one word from those sentences and yaa this people keep sending me stupid love tag ! ahh CB sia, geli geliman dok ~

Have u heard the news dat .....

Sheril .

Faziela .

2009-07-03T00:27:00.002+08:00

Special post to Faziela ;

Faziela !!!!! wait2 aku takot slh org, nie faziela yg cute2 yg pendek2 tu kan ? hahaa ! Ehk kalo btol nie ko, siak ar da lamer dok tk jumper ko !!! aku sanggup wat post nie untok ko tau, hahaa ! Kk , aku takot slh org, tunggu sampai ko relpy baru aku go onn, hhaaha !

Sheril .

Sorrie .

2009-07-02T01:25:00.003+08:00

Im sorrie ~

I stop contacting u cause im worried dat u will tink dat i lyke u, lerr . I dun have any feelings for anione now except for Lukman, enough of my past, i juz wanna enjoy with everyting dat i have now, raser malas plak nak mataer2 nie smue, kalo kter setie pon bkn nyer mataer kter tu nak appreciate, saket kan atie kter tu ader arr .

Kwn ? i no longer feel dat im part of dis grup of frens ~ I dunnoe why, but i can reallie feel the differance between me and them, suddenly i feel akward when im with them, i miss being with them soo much but i juz dunnoe why i have this kind of feelings .

Fcuk ! thanks for being there for me all dis while, i knoe sumwhere, sumhow ive dissapoint u, tanks for all the understanding and im soo sorrie for watever mistakes dat ive done too u from the start till now, dis week is the last week im gonna enjoy with u as skewl will re-open next week, i mean ur skewl, not mine, hahaha ! =)

And yaa in my werld, Ifan is a monkey, hahhahaa ! LOL .

Lukmannnnnnnnnnnnnnn ILY plus plus i love Haratio too =)))))))) !

Sheril .

Fcuked .

2009-07-01T17:18:00.002+08:00

In my werld, ifan rosdi wear skirts ! wear make ups ! wear bikini and G- String ! ~

I had fun todae swimming (again) but dis tyme rounds with fcuk and as well as another 2 monkeys of mine .

At ferst we had the swimming pool for ourself but den more and more people came and i swear i hate this two Nyonya, keep looking at us, as if we were naked lyke dat, they dun even realise dat they were old olreadi and still have the cheek to wear sexy swimming costume, *puke* !

Im soo fcuking happie cause i manage to lose some weight ! 10kg dokk ! Saper tak bangga sia ! Skalie skale feeling2 jadie kurus aper slh nyer, lol .

Ryte now, fcuk had juz went off from my house as she need to fetch her twin brothers from skewl and soo ya i wanna mit Lukman nowww ~ btw hansem kan Lukman pat pic tuu, sempat ler maksok kan pic dier .

Ohh Lukman, ily ( nie bkn fantasy ehk , reality bdh )

Sheril .

Naseb yg malang .

2009-06-30T07:29:00.002+08:00

Happie 17th Bdae to Cha !

Sheril doakan cha slalu happie dengan org2 yg Cha syg yerr ! Hope u enjoy ur bdae with ur Loved ones yaa =) ! Nanti Sheril da kayer kter uat Bdae Celebration pat Hotel yerr, hahaa ! Happie bdae GF !

I reallie wanna move onn with my lyfe, i wanna start a new lyfe but i juz cant, i fall again for sumone but i cant go on cause ive hurt hym soo much, his too good for me, im at wrong cause i dun appreciate hym from the starting, infact i broke his heart on his Special dae, i broke so many people heart juz bcause of sumone whom i loved deeply from the bottom of my heart but still tings will never be the same as it was .

Im moving onn with my lyfe with many happiness surrounding me, Fcukers - Loved Lyfe - Bestest Frens and not to forget Ifan who has been there for me from the starting although his damn irritating at tymes . As long as i lived and till forever, i will never ever forget u guyz .

Should i tell a fren of mine dat his onlie a fren to me ? We didnt contact for some tymes but when we did he start sending me msg saying the loved2 thingy and such and every morning he will send msg saying " Hey Sheril, da bgn nanti msg i kae, i nak gie kejer nie and bla bla bla " and every nyte before he dose off to sleep he will send me swit gudnyte msg, every single dae different gudnyte msg ler, lol . I juz cant bear to hurt people again, idk wat to do, his soo nice to me ~ or shoul i juz sae im attch to sumone with the name of Lukman ? hahahaa .

Erm, let the tyme flies by and will see wat will happen next ~

Nisaaaaaaaaaa, aku tknk skola nanti, aku tak suker skola, skola buat aku jadie glerr . But afterall i still need to go to skewl, reason being i cant afford to pay a fcuking 2.5k bck to my parent lerr, haizz, aperlah naseb ~

Ohh Lukman, aperlah naseb ko, kwn2 da kater ko tue, adek2 plak kater ko muker cam monyet, skrg mama plak kater ko cicak kobeng, tapi tetap dlm atie nie ader nama mu, hahhaaa, lerr .

Sheril .

Loved .

2009-06-29T00:15:00.003+08:00

Theres alot more of their pics but im too lazy too upload all .

Had the greatest tyme with them and fcukers todae although im down with flu ler .

Instead of heading to east coast, we head to sembawang and bla bla bla, since fcukers need to get home early we left sembawang around 1 plus, fcukers went home while me and Loved Lyfe planned to go swimming and before dat hang out at RC with Laptop and this is the reason why theres many pics of them ler, while waiting for the rain to stop they dunnoe do wat while i take a short nap ler, headed to the swimming pool and bla bla bla ~

Faiz !! aper2 grab pic pat sini jer, malas ler nak send2, tak phm mcm maner nak send ler pat msn !

Sumone ask me out for a date to watch Transformer ler, LOL, if onlie Lukman yg ajak, kan best ~ ler .

Im damn tired now, Lukman keep calling my name from juz now and yaa Slamat smue .

Sheril .

Loved Lyfe.

2009-06-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

For sure im gonna stay at home tomorrow, its been lyke everydae ive been going out . Ive been sleeping quite early nowadaes, and dats the reason why ive been ignoring all the msg/calls and msn lerr ! Im gonna have fun on Sundae bebeh with Loved Lyfe and Fcukers !

Supposingly was suppose to go for an interview todae but sumting happen and change of plan, plus Khai and Bud wanna meet me up bcause theres sumting "important" they wanna talk about, get ready and mit Fcuk at Marsling and den proceed to 206 to mit the rest ~Khai, Bud, Feeq, Fiq, Hafiz and Rain ler . Bla bla bla and den proceed to ais kacang den off we hang out around Feeq blk, Faiz Isk came and bla bla bla, Feeq and Hafiz went off after Feeq finishes all his nonsense lerr .

Fcuk went off after awhile, left me and my Loved Lyfe =) . Went up to the hill and bla bla bla, cukup tyme, blah from there, the sent me home and here i am blogging lerr .

Im soo the fcuking happie cause once again i can hang out with my Loved Lyfe bck ~ and i cant wait for sundae to the beach with them bebeh .

I hope one dae u will realise how much ILY .

Ohh Lukman .

Sheril .

Again ?

2009-06-25T01:41:00.002+08:00

LOL to the polar bear behind me, emo per ? hahaa !

Dis mth is Fcukers mth, reason being, non-stop meeting them ler, hahaa !

I miss my Loved Lyfe [Bud, Khai & Faiz], its great to mit them again juz now ~

People alwayz sae let the past be the past, but wat if suddenly the past dat ive ignore long tyme ago hunt me bck ?

CSI da start, so i wanna watch, will update another tyme !

Btw, fcuk ! rindu seseorg per ? hahaa . Laxx arr, ku pon rindu , tapi tak pasti ler ! Ela plak ? tak rindu seseorg yg laen tuu ? hahaa !

Sheril .

Ohh Lukman .

2009-06-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

I manage to get dis while i was as per normal surfing for Ohh Lukman on youtube ~
&& dats her daughter btw =( .
If onlie his not married, if onlie his a singaporean and if onlie his my neighbour .
If onlie his in my reality and not fantasy, wahh gerek sey kalo btol .
Ohh Lukman ~ sumwhere, sumhow when im down, looking at u makes me smile .

I love my NPCC alot, they make my dae todae and i reallie had fun with them !

Im soo restless for now, till here bebeh .

Ohh Lukman .

Sheril .

Dissapointed .

2009-06-22T09:12:00.003+08:00

Now i understand everyting .

I hop onto one of my bestfrens blog and i notice sumting dat had been changed .

Not even once i forget about u guyz even when im having fun with the other frens .

Ive alwayz been in the middle thinking about all dis frenship .

Im alwayz worried if i spent my tyme with them, u all would tink negatively and when i spent my tyme with ur guyz, the other frens would think negatively .

I feel so disspointed about everyting, loved lyfe had never been good and now frenship turn .

=( .

Loved .

2009-06-22T06:05:00.002+08:00

Missed .

It came out of nowhere ~

I miss hym, soo much, but i knoe things would never be the same again .

I never thought dat my loved lyfe would be this wae .

I blame myself for everting, if onlie i could turn tyme bck .

Sheril .

Ohh Loved .

2009-06-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

I ferst started blogging around 3, 4 yrs back . But out of those years this is my ferst 100th post ler, reason being i keep changing url and bla bla bla lerr .

Ferstly, i wannaa sae i dun smoke okey ! Mummy will kill me if she knoes about dis =), hahaa ! Ive been out for the last 3 daes, enjoying my tyme with fcukers and LeeLee ! Sleepover at fcuk hommie, wonderful tymes together especially when they open their "horrible" childhood stories, siak arr, hahaaa, and yaa not to forget Ohh Lukman was there too, i onlie realise about it on the 2nd dae, if onlie i realise it on the ferst nyte, i would not have any probs sleeping, hahaa !

Serioulsy i dun wanna skewl animore, i wanna werk werk werk and get into ITE bck next year, i reallie need to discuss it with my parents, i knoe they will nag nag nag, dun worrie mum, i will pay u bck, i cant go on with tings dat i cant cope, my face dun look lyke any Diploma face ler, it looks exactly lyke an ITE face .

Bestest frens, its been weeks since ive last mit u all . I swear i miss u guyz soo much, doesnt mean im alwayz with my fcukers i forget about u guyz, no such ting okey . I love both my Bestest frens and Fcukers equally, and if ive done any mistake to ur guyz, im sorrie, mit u guyz up soon .

If not for my another Superhero, i would not be here blogging ~ tanks && OMG, ur getting more hansem sia, org takot tauu, hahaa .

&& my sister is damn irritating todae, she keep disturbing me monkey monkey, whenever she sees me she would shout " MONYET", reson being she saes dat Ohh Lukman face looks lyke a monkey, kaple otak dier lahh ! Hero aku hansem2 dier ckp mcm monyet, naseb ko adek aku, kalo tak da lamer ku ckp bpk ko monyet, pasal tu bpk aku jgk lah aku tahan, bdh nyer orgg .

Ohh Lukman, monyet pon monyet lahh ehk, tetap ur my num 1 superhero ~

Pics are all up at the 3 bradeks blog, go search them, and as for now can any of my fcukers tell me wat im doing at the pic up there with the magazine ? hahhahaa !

I love my SuperheroeS lerr .

Sheril .

Ohh fcuk ~

2009-06-17T03:56:00.002+08:00

Ohh my, im not sure wats wrong with my lyfe .

I reallie feel dat i need to find myself , ive lost myself for quite sumtymes .

I dun wanna lose anione dat i treasure the most ryte now .

In a matter of months, im shifting to a new house and ya i hope this would be the last tyme !

Use to be in Admiralty den Marsling den currently Woodlands and den next Admiralty bck ler .

I sepnt my dae with Nisa; fcuk todae, supposingly she was to accompany me and Ifan to an interview but end up Ifan juz got home in the morning from i dunnoe wat pit and ya i dun wanna elaborate more about this monyet and soo i plan to go without hym, but it was not a lucky dae for me and maybe as well as Fcuk, hehee . I realised dat ive forget to bring along my ez link card and so when i was buying the stupid card i was stuck infront of the stupid machine due to my not so straight $10 note, change it at a nearby shop and ya ive spent around 10 mins for the stupid card ~ ! As everyting reallie make my mood down, instead of stopping at Orchard, i drag fcuk to juz one stop from Marsling and ya tadaa Wlds ( hahaa) ! Had breakfast at Mac and as per normal, many stories to share about ~

Our next destination was to dis place up here, it was soo freaking hot and im exhausted from climbing all those stairs ler, its been 1234567810 months ive last hang out there, tyme zaman zaman ifan naek basikal lagie and zaman kter baru putus cinte, hahaa wth ! Before dat, we bump into RUHAIZAT and RAFIQ ler ! Slack with them for awhile and off we go to Marsling and den dis hill up here . Ive lots of memories up there, with soo many people lerr, hahaa ! Im planning to have a picnic soon up here ! hahaaha .

Lastly i love my Ohh Lukman alot but arr nevermind, nanti kecoh plak kalo ckp bnyk2 ~

Sumtymes in Lyfe we cannnot change wat we have or wat we feel cause its fated to be dat wae .

I juz felt dae ive the ryte on my feelings and i can feel watever i want, i mean in a good wae .

I will still care for u even if we were not fated to be together again ~

Boy i lyke u juz the wae u are .

Sheril .

Ohh Loved .

2009-06-16T06:44:00.002+08:00

Going out later for interview with anak Pak Yusoff and anak Abg Rosdi, hahaha !

Ifan ! Gie bakar motor ko jauh2, niarie kter naek MRT ! hahaha

more updates at nyte (maybe ar) .

Ohh Lukman ~

Sheril .

Ohh Lukman .

2009-06-14T06:39:00.003+08:00

Sumone ask me, wat would be the most wonderful ting dat i reallie want it to happen ?

And my answer was,when Ohh Lukman marrie me, hahaa !

Everyone keeps telling me Ohh Lukman looks old, hahaa !

His onlie 32 okey, tak old lahh, dier slalu nmpk hansem jerr tau =) .

My post is soo random todae, reason being ive juz met my Ohh Lukman with his guitar, ler .

Tag Reply ;

yL : will link you soon SI-LING, hahaa LOL !

ahqii : imy too ler, hahaa, miss bestests frens too, mit up soon guyz !

nisa : hahaa ! tak ler, ku angin gler dtg ar, participate Spore Idol nyer contest ! hahaa, maner tau boleh jumper ex aku nanti, hahaa !

Ifannn ! Balek Spore cpat !! ader bnyk job interview next week !

ILY Ohh Lukman ~

Sheril .

Ohh yaya .

2009-06-13T03:53:00.002+08:00

Im worried about sumting now, and im soo worried .

Stress ? nah, im okey now .

Thanks Zat, cause u open my brain widely .

I Love Ohh Lukman ~

I Love Jon Bonjovi ~

Btw ignore my previous post, i was juz pouring out wat i felt .

and yaa ive sent my name to one of the channel 5 contest, nth better to do i guess, hahaa !

Sheril .

Ohh stress .

2009-06-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

I feel soo stress, confused and theres so many feelings in me .

I wanna get rid of eveyting, but i juz cant .

I feel dat my brain is full with soo many tings .

I blocked soo many people in my msn, i dunnoe why .

Juz kol/msg me if u wanna find me lahh .

Dis song suits my brain for now .

I wanna quit skewl, ive not been attending skewl for countless of dae, i lied to everyone and sae dat ive been attending skewl every week . I wanna go to skewl, i dun wanna dissapoint my parents but i cant, i juz cant concentrate on my studies with everyting dat is stuck on my head .

I wanna cry badly, i lied again, ive been crying almost everydae, i dunnoe why .

Ifan is busy tonyte, he wont be there to listen to my barney song.

Nisa is busy with her skewl projects, i wont be able to hear her jokes .

Im sorrie aini, i cant fulfill my promise again, if onlie i can tell u wat happen, den u will understand about everyting, im soo sorrie . I understand if u ignore me after reading dis, theres nth more i could sae apart from sorrie and tanks for everyting, ily fren .

Sheril

Ohh stress .

2009-06-10T23:13:00.005+08:00

Im soo confuse now, should i sae sorrie to hym for offending hym anihoe or juz continue believing wat i see and heard about hym .

I juz dunnoe, dis feeling dat im having now is soo sux, it keeps changing .

I have alot to update but im soo tired and restless, argh shit theres class tomorrow !

I had a good talk with one of my close fren juz now, kter continue talk laen arie yer, ader bnyk sgt cter tu pasal aku stuck and den open a new storie and stuck again and open another new storie again, hahaa . Stay strong fren, everyting dat has happened ader hikmah nyer =) .

K skrg sayer nak jumper Ohh Lukman jap and den tdo, slamat smuee .

ILY Ohh Lukman .

ILY Ohh Jon Bonjovi .

Sheril .

Ohh lalaa .

2009-06-09T22:52:00.004+08:00

Im soo confused now ~

ILY Ohh Lukman .

ILY Jon Bonjovi .

Sheril .

Ohh Bebeh .

2009-06-09T07:48:00.002+08:00

I wanna sae sorrie about my previos post, im to emotional at dat tyme and im sorrie if i ever hurt anione feeling cause im juz pouring out everyting dat i feel . And yaa i onlie wanna sae sorrie to whoever yg terase but not to the sumone who olreadi fcuking lied to mee .

Ive change the lyrics in my Barney song, it does not sound dat good as it was but everyting started to change cause my feelings has change and yaa onlie my Num 1 fan will hear it everynyte and ya he actuallie memorise those lyrics, hahhaaa .

Ohh shit ! Theres class todae, arghhhh, cmon i want thurs to come fast cause when thurs is over, i can rest lyke forever until tues turn it bck again ler .

Wanna get sum beauty sleep now ~

I hate youuu .

ILY Ohh Lukman .

ILY Ohh Jon Bonjovi .

Sheril .

Hatred .

2009-06-07T22:11:00.005+08:00

Lyfe is unfair to mee .

Its alwayz me to be blame, have u all even think once why im doing all this ? I knoe everyone care about me, i appreciate all dat but please from the beggining ive once told dat theres my own reason whyy i did all this .

Im not offended by wat u sae yesterdae, but i feel dat theres is sumting wrong with ur sae, did i ever mention i need u to cry with me ? need u to be sad with me ? I thank God soo much cause i did not even cry when i saw tings with my own eyes the other dae when i saw the watever ting in my msn account .

I onlie felt dissapointed, why ?

Its bcause he choose to tell sumting else beside telling me the truth to get rid off me, and i took dat seriusly and for once i was convinced by his sae, but things turns the other wae round when i found out dat he lied to mee .

I dun feel any jealousy, okey maybe abit, why ?

Its bcause im olreadi use to it, dis is not his ferst tyme being with other gerl while he exactly knoe dat im still waiting for hym . But seriously im more to the disspoint .

U all may not get wat im trying to sae here, cause lyke i sae in my previous post, onlie one soul knoe everyting about me, dat soul was all along with me when i was once stress out about sumting .

To hym ;

u straight awae block my 1st msn account when i msg telling u dat i knoe everyting, why dun u tell me the truth ? scared dat it will hurt me ? ehk hello Mr, u had hurt me for a very long tyme for ur info, u reallie dissapoint me alot, try asking urself wat ive done for u all this while . I have been keeping and carrying all our secrets alone while u enjoy urself all this while, wat am i to u ? a doll ? u alwaez tell me dat u treat me as a fren but i dun see dat in u . Im soo fcuking dissapointed with ur attitude, im soo fcuking depressed bcause of ur doing all this while, i hate u for everyting, and bcause of u, people misjudge me telling me im stupid to the core and watsover .

Happie now ? i lose in ur stupid game .

Marah lpas bacer nie ? tu ko peh pasal ar, ko pk ko srg jer tau mrh ? aku tak tau mrh ? gtu per ? mcm aku ckp smalam ngan ko pat msg, ader pegie ader balek arr, watever it is, tuhan tu adil .

To saper2 yg bacer nie post den terase ke aper2 ke, tu krg nyer pasal jgk ehk . Kalo maseh tak puas atie jgk, buat lah aper krg nak uat , da malas nak layan ~ .

Sheril .

Ohh Elaa .

2009-06-07T03:09:00.003+08:00

Happie 16th Bdae to Elaaa !

May ur wish come true and enjoy ur bdae with ur family and loved one darl, syg elaa ! =) .

Please dun misjudge me, not even a soul knoe ,erm onlie one soul knoe wat im facing in my lyfe now, i dun expect aniting from anione, if u feel im juz a pest in ur lyfe, den juz get rid off me okey .

I dun care to watever dat is going to happens, i give up on everyting .

Thanks to org yg skola arie2 tu ehk, u make org yg skola 2 tymes a week nie happie with all ur jokes ! Please tkmo kembang cause when u kembang, ur nose den even look lyke a nose ehk, hahaa . =)

I miss Bestest Frens/Fcukers .

Ohh Lukman ily .

Tag Reply ;

Suryanti ; Papann ! oops, yanti ! hahaa, wah atlast ko gie blog aku jgk ehk, ku baek2 jer, ko pon tkcr yer, pape juz kol hp ku jerr, imy =) !

Tot ; haha ! aku paisey lahh, tapi dulu aeril pon laki ku jgk tau, soo okeh lah tuu, ader kene mengene jgk, haha ! btw jgn luper dtg tau Majlis aku tu nanti ! hahahaha =p .

Sheril .

dissapointed

2009-06-06T08:47:00.003+08:00

Im feeling soo down and dissapointed ryte now .

Not bcause of jealousy or wat, its bcause u lied to mee .

I had never made a serious decision in my lyfe before .

But when i did, it turn out dat u lied to mee .

Tanks soo much ..

Dun worrie guyz, im still moving onn and dis reallie makes me more wanna move onn .

Ifan ;

Ku akan bukti kan pat ko yg ku tkkn sebut namer dier lagie or watever lah yg ader kene mengene ngan dier, ku cumer nak Ohh Lukman jer skrg and ku akan bukti kan pat ko dat Ohh Lukman penah cium aku =), haha !

I tink replying people tag in a wae Nisa did in her blog is much more better den replying it inside the tagboard itself ler, tanks fcuk for the idea ehk .

Tag Reply ;

Tot ; hahaa, laki ko yg maner penah nyanyi ? kalo ko reffering to laki ko yg dulu laki aku jgk, aku da malas nak amek tau, hahaa .

Cha ; haha, saper Lukman ehk ? tkkn tak knal ? dier yg hansem2 tuu, yg da ader bnyk experience tuu, haha ! haha, yeah, tkmo takot, ril takkan bnyk jalan cause mmg ril malas pon nak jalan2, haha .

Ela ; haha ! yeah mestilah Lukman, Doaming Si skejap hansem, skejap tak hansem jer, hahaha !

Okey im done, im planning to private my blog ler, ngok lahh cam ner ehk .

Sheril .

Ohh Lukman

2009-06-05T06:32:00.002+08:00

I injured my leg badly yesterdae nyte and now i cant walk nor stand properly ler, so home sweet home till my leg recover ! I still remember how i fall terribly for the very ferst tyme at skewl 5 yrs ago and bcause of dat i cant fully enjoy fitness training dat i lyke ler, i must be gentle with my leg, i must run, walk, stand even sit properly ler, soo troublesum but theres nth could be done, maybe its fated dat my leg end up to be dis wae, lerr .

Theres soo many stupid pics dat i took with my -alien- frens all dis while but im superb lazy wanna upload, will upload some other tyme when ive got nth better to do, wanna get some beauty sleep now, imagine sleeping on the bed with ur leg on the ground, so the +_+ .

ILY Ohh Lukman~

Sheril .

Over ~

2009-06-04T02:09:00.002+08:00

Im going far far far and awae ~

I dun wanna be in dis state forever, it might reallie hurt me but im not going to regret it cause its not my lost .

Ive tried for the last tyme but its still the same and i cant force it or change it no matter wat i sae or do .

Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through, dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy, we just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past .

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop .

Those smile was from ur Love, those love growing was from ur kiss and those teardrop are from u and it was meant for u .

I will alwayz remember, treasure and cherished u deep inside .

Thanks for everyting, im sorrie for everyting dat ive done .

Tkcr Loved .

050507 comes to an end after all dis while ~

Sheril .

Ohh Sheril .

2009-05-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

Answer to my boredom, hahaa . And i make new frens too, more about dat later !

How was my Sundae ?

I woke up early in the morning, reason being wanna get ready for interview, lucky me i check again on the date, and so it was suppose to be tomorrow ler, so i msg ifan and told hym tkmo confident, hahaa . Get to knoe member da siap ler, so change of plan and we had our breakfast at Teh Tarik and bla bla bla . Lucky again for us, we dun need tomorrow for the interview cause we juz did juz now, hahaah !

Slack around, watch videos ~ hahahaha ! den went off around 7 and here i am now . Im damn bored and soo i made some new frens , they are ;

Shazlinoo ~ the one eye gerl . Ignore my teeth ! haha, candid bebeh cause i smangat laugh2 den she go and press ! hahaa .

And lets mit her sister, Sharinino ~ hahaa, im not sure if she's a gerl or a boy, hahah !

I wanna rest now, freeking tired and bckbone is aching lyke hell ler !

I thought of asking u out to have Popeye with me but since u are too bz, den its okey .

Sheril .

AMAZING dae ~

2009-05-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

This pic above describe a MILLION werds for me .

Im so sick and restless now, i duunoe why .

Four werds ~ I hate u Ifan ! hahaha .

I started to see her true colours nowadaes and i feel disgusted when i read her blog, i feel lyke hate tagging her but i cant cause arr tkper arr, forget about it ~

Should i forget u darl ? i dunnoe .

Lastly; Aishah ! aku rindu ko ! hahaa, cann ? ku da tak ngan M.S lagie seyy, tu pasal ku saket, kesian kann ? =) .

Sheril .

Ohh miss .

2009-05-30T05:57:00.004+08:00

I miss Aini ~

I miss Soraya ~

I miss Ahqi ~

I miss Asyratt ~

I miss Azhar ~

I miss AzmiR ~

I miss Bestest Frens ~

Sheril .

Ohh Bebeh .

2009-05-29T07:09:00.004+08:00

Fcuker ! aku da jangket ko ler . Atlast ku tdo dpan laptop ehk, tetdo plak tyme ku tengah ade chance nak chat ngan seseorg bernamer dodol (hahaa), infact kiter tengah halfwae chat ler, da org tu atlast bobal sendiri, hahaa . Big big sorrie tu whoever whom i halfwae talk too yersterdae nyte, hahaa, abe bgn, otak blank, tros tutop main switch masok bilik tdo , hahaa .

And now its juz bloody 7am and im olreadi awake, reason being ? Sumone called me in the middle of my not so bad dream at 4am and who else if its not anak Pak Cik Rosdi yg pertame ~not onlie he wake me up, the wae he do watever tings in the kitchen makes my stomach singing, padehal member ngah bunuh lipas, haha and soo i end up myself in the kitchen too ler .

After awhile we job hunt and lastly im sleepy now, so end up kter carik kejer nanti2 sdh ehk pasal mater aku lagie important, obviously peep, u can see my ohh panda eyes clearly ler .

And yaa i had wonderful tyme yesterdae nyte with who ehk ? my class ehk ? ehk fcuker ? hahhaa , k diam .

I wanna continue my BEAUTY sleep noww and dodol go and carik lah dat ting, i miss it damn much ler .

Slamat pagiee smue dan slamat berskolah, lerrr .

Sheril .

Stress ler .

2009-05-28T01:03:00.003+08:00

Im soo fcuking stress with the modules dat im studying now, i keep staring at the clock above the whiteboard in class whenever my teacher is busy explaining on the board, not dat i dun wanna concentrate, i can onlie understand if he explain through talking but not through writting on the board, ill try to take pics of his hadwritting if i can tomorrow and tell me if u can underdstand wat he write lerr .

Wat else ehk wanna blog ? hmm

Im brainless on wat to blog, why not i blog when im brainmore, yeahh, good idea .

Okey i wanna contine doing some stupid stuff here, slamt smueee and yaa btw i miss Ihsan Manso :'( .

Sheril .

Kisah Cintaku ~

2009-05-26T07:40:00.004+08:00

di malam yang sesunyi ini

aku sendiri tiada yang menemani

akhirnya kini kusadari dia telah pergi

tinggalkan diriku

adakah semua kan terulang

kisah cintaku yang seperti dulu

hanya dirimu yang kucinta dan kukenang

di dalam hatiku takkan pernah hilang

bayangan dirimu

untuk selamanya

mengapa terjadi kepada dirimu

aku tak percaya kau telah tiada

haruskah kupergi

tinggalkan dunia agar

aku dapat berjumpa denganmu

Kisah Cintaku hanya satu, satu yg ku sentiasa simpan di dalam hatie buat dirimu yg ku cintai .

Sheril .

Bestest Frens

2009-05-24T02:18:00.002+08:00

I spent my tyme by enjoying myself with Bestest frens and Zal yesterdae evening at Tamp . Bestest frens suprise me with a small bdae cake plus a big cute cake followed by their singnature and wishes for me, how sweet bebeh, i love bestest frens alot dok, not to forget Fcukers frens too .

Thanks Bestest Frens for the everyting but too bad azmiR was not there, cpat2 baek tau bebeh, syg ko jgk bdh ! hahaa, kekasih atie aku hansem kan ? tu pasal aku tak lpas kan dier siak, hahahaah ! ko tau kan betape syg nyer aku ngan dier ? hahahahahaha , aku pon tau ko syg ko nyer jgk, hahahaha, yang ko ckp hansem tuu, dier mmg hansem tapi dier da tak contact aku lagie, tak tau ar asl, hahaa .

Dodol, i care for you seyy, i hope wat u told me was true, i dun expect u to do such ting seyy, please dun change too much, i juz wanna see the old u, the one dat ive known 5 yrs bck, tkcr darl, imy .

Ifan Road, laen kali dgr ckp mataer, kan tengok aper da jadie ngan ko skrg, naseb ko tkder pape sey, tapi kalo jadie pape pon, padan jgk muker ko,tapi tak gune ar cause u will never learn from any of ur lesson, hahaha .

Sayer mau tdo dulu , slamat yer smuee .

Sheril .

Breakdown .

2009-05-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Wat was the feeling was when u ferst realised dat u actually fall in loved ? I remembered bck den, i was speechless knowing dat my bestfren lyke me, i had never imagine dat one dae i would date hym . Too mee bck den, he was juz my lovely guy bestfren, who would listen to all my probs, who would be there for me wen i need a shoulder to cry onn , who would be the ferst person to knoe who i admire and many more, little did i realise dat he would be my everyting one dae, and till now and maybe forever .

Remembering the past was juz soo wonderful, the daes when he started to care for me more den juz a fren, the dae he promise me dat he wont break my heart, the dae he saes dat his forever mine and the dae he ask me to be his .

The ferst tyme he held my hand mins after i was his, the ferst tyme he kissed me , the ferst tyme he hug me , the ferst tyme he cried for my stupid actions, the ferst tyme he saes ' I LOVE YOU SHERIL' .

The last tyme when he saes dat im no longer his, the last tyme dat i saw hym with sumone else, the last tyme i hear news dat i should not hear, the last tyme dat he told me to move onn, the last tyme when he confess dat im no longer in his heart .

1 yr 2 mths was wat we manage to hold onn . 10 mths has passed, ive not onlie lost sumone dat i reallie loved but ive lost my lovely bestfren too .

Now, ive tried again and again to fall in love and moved onn and atlast i did, sumone stole my heart, he suddenly came in and gave me wat ive lost 10 mths ago, loved, no one ever called me everyting dat he called me but den i realised dat i cant really find his loved, wat most i felt was my past loved .

I knoe people changed, but den deep inside my heart i knoe dat his still my onlie Dodol dat ive known 5 yrs bck . I juz wanna tell u, if one dae im with sumone else, u are still keep safe inside my heart and i wont ever forget u cause i had never love sumone lyke how i love u .

I had never meant to force u to loved me, i was onlie worried dat u would forget me and love sumone else, i knoe im selfish but i cant denied dat i reallie love u but den i realise dat maybe i was not meant for u and im spechless now to continue ..

U never knoe how much imy dodol .

Sumtymes i keep wondering is there any 2nd chance in loved ?

Sheril .

mess up .

2009-05-22T00:44:00.005+08:00

I juz finish editting some random tings and i notice sumting about some of my accounts skin, its all about love, lerr .

Its 5.25am now and i cant sleep . Im otp with Irfan ROAD , haha but his doing his own ting and im doing my own ting lerr .

I reallie dunnoe wat to update, i cant wait to mit Bestest Fren dis sat bebeh .

I smell sumting fishy but i dunnoe watt arr, ermm .

Sheril .

Ohh Bdae .

2009-05-17T17:38:00.001+08:00

16052009 ~

Thanks YAMEEN for the bdae cake and the kiss, haha !

Thanks KIDDO cause his the ferst person to text me at 12am sharp !

Thanks BESTEST FRENS for the wish .

Thanks FCUKERS FRENS for the wish .

Thanks NISA FCUKERS for the morning calls and the outing , haha !

Thanks EVERYONE including STRANGERS from all of the accounts i have for the wish .

Thanks SHAFEEQ JUMAT/ KHAIRUL/ BUD/ SHAMEER/ ALFIAN for the wish plus a shotwhile webcam, haha .

Thanks RUHAIZAT for the counselling .

and lastly

Thanks IFAN for for the watever talk u have given me all his while and everyting lahh and maner LAPTOP aku ? haha !

and not to forget to SUMONE whom i though would never wish me but atlast wishes me, tanks too, if onlie u were still here to celebrate with me, hmm .

And to my FAMILY, tanks for everytings ~

for the two treats from SEOUL GARDENS and SWENSENS .

for the LAPTOP .

for the new line CONTRACT .

for the SHOPPING .

for the MONEY .

for the delicious FOOD granny cooked

ahh easy saes, for everyting lahh, lazy wanna type all, haha !

I love every single off my frens and family, im lucky to have them as mine .

and yaa tak sabar ehk nak amek lesen krete ! haha, da bleh drive mahh !

wanna continue maen game ! pics are not with me, dunnoe with whoo, haha ,

Sheril .

...

2009-05-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

Ive got no mood todae and where on AMK, BMC is ??

STRESSSSSSSSSSSS !

Sheril .

...

2009-05-12T10:55:00.003+08:00

I miss everyone, especially fcuker :'( . Im starting skewl tomorrow tomorrow nyte, i dun feel lyke skewling suddenly, im juz super restless now and super irritating with everyting i do .

STRESSSSSSSSSSSS !

Sheril .

Restless .

2009-05-11T14:16:00.002+08:00

Im so restless now, i dun wanna fall sick, atleast not now please, im starting skewl real soon ! I keep craving for weird tings lerr, in the middle of nyte, i tend to crave for banana lahh, mcspicy lahh, waffles lahh and paling weird i crave for food at hosp, lucky the dae after dat mum has an appointment at hosp ler, but too bad once i bought the food, i onlie eat sket jer, cb, kalah org pregnant lerr .

Im now waiting for my turn to be massage, cant wait for the relaxing moment bebeh ! Imgine im beside the sea, with the breeze air around me, shiok dokk, imagine jerr, padehal massage pat bilik sendiri +_+ , soo harap kan kipas lah breeze aku lerr .

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu

Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa

Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Aku bukan siapa2 untukmu

Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa

Ku harus memilikimu slamanya

" mama tau ko maseh syg kan dier, tkmo pakse cinte, biarkan dier tenang kan fikiran dier dulu, kalo btol ko syg kan dier, lpas kan dier kalo tu akan uat dier happie, tkkn ko tknk tengok org yg paling ko syg happie ? "

Sheril .

Mummy Loved .

2009-05-10T07:08:00.003+08:00

Happie Mothers Dae !

To my beloved mum ;

Happie mothers dae mum, i knoe i have dissappoint u alot, i had never make u proud, im not lyke ur other daughter mum, i alwayz wish dat i can make u reallie proud one dae, i wannae apologize to you for everything bad dat ive done, watever it is u are the best mum i ever had and i love u mum !

I juz see my mum off to werk and i forget to wish her lerr, will send her by msg lahh, haha .

Sheril

7 more dase bebeh .

2009-05-09T04:36:00.002+08:00

Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better ?

OMG, im left with another 5 daes before skewl starts ! Lol, i alwayz imganie dat 1 dae before skewl start, the people down there will call me and inform me dat they had POSTPONED my class again, if dat really happened, i swear im gonna cancel my name and ask them my money bck, its soo stressful being in a position where u really wanna skewl but people keep changing the date, soo irritating .

Can i werk werk werk and latest get my pay by thurs ? cann ? lol, theres many tings in my mind now . I wanna buy dis, by dat, i wanna buy everyting dat is nice in my eyes ler, so now u can imagine by how many daes i will finish a sum of maybe min $1k arr ? The maximun u can see altleast $500 in my bank by the end of dae 1 and not even a cent in my bank on the 2nd dae lerr OR u will not even see a cent by the end of dae 1 itself .

Theres soo many waes to defined the werd love, but y ? Its bcause everyone who had been in a relationship or in a relationship has their own ans , they feel it from their own heart .

Everytyme when i sees sumone dat i love around me, my heart will beat faster, faster lyke as if its gonna burst, whenever i feel cold, theres warmness dat i feel when i start to think about the one dat i love . Whenever i sees couple enjoying themselves, i dun wish for my nexy bf to be lyke hers, but i wish dat i can continue my last relationship again cause i knoe im gonna enjoy myself more den anione else when im with hym . Butt too bad, its onlie a wish dat will never be granted . Its juz a wishh not moree , dun worrie cause i knoe it will never happen =) .

Sheril .

8 more dae bebeh .

2009-05-08T03:37:00.003+08:00

Family celebrated my advance bdae at Seoul Garden last nyte, but too bad i was not dat hungry cause i dun have any appetite to eat dis few daes . Before dat in the morning accompany my mum to KK hosp with my dad, went to have a bit of shopping at Bugis, bought clothes, bags and some other items . Then headed to sumwhere near Sultan Mosque to mit my uncle and then headed home . Fetch my two sisters from home den straight to Cwp to have dinner aka my advanced bdae celebration at Seoul Garden as mum and dad will not be free on my bdae itself lerr .

Walk around Courts to find kitchen ware and fcuk im damn happie lerr cause not onlie they got for me Seoul Garden, they even bought for me sumting dat i had most looking forward forr, for the past few months, so now i will stop bragging my mum about bdae pit, hahaha .

Besides frens, family are the most important to me especially mum and dad, althought ive been countless of tyme being harsh to them, they still provide for me not only my daily needs but my useless need too, such as shopping ler and others dat are not dat important or should i sae not important att all lerr .

Im having slight fever plus plus NORMAL flu okey, not SWINE flu lerr . Ive ate my medc at 12 am but till now im not sleepy yet, ive been perspiring alot ler, the wheather cannot tahan olreadi lerr . I wanna have a very late late nyte or should i sae morning shower ferst ler cause its 4 am now and im still here blogging ler .

To fcuker and Faiz isk , krg kutok aku kan pat webcam pasal nmpk gigi ku jer kan, tkper krgg, nanti tyme krg ader webcam plak, krg kene arr, hahaha . Atleast aku sanggup tau kuar dari bilik den ku webcam ngan krg pat dapur, hahaha .

Sheril .

2009-05-07T10:55:00.002+08:00

I love every single of my frens, more or less, they are the most important and absolutely gereks frens i ever had in my lyfe ! I may not have many contact of frens in lyfe but with them being in my lyfe im more den happie but i doo love my new frens, they are also nice bunch of people too, more frens on 14 mae lerr !

Pics above are my Bestest Frens and Fcukers, im too tired to upload pics of my others loved lyfe, u can juz see them under my loved lyfe ya on the i dunnoe left or right column (tgn cebok ler) lerr . Currently im addicted to one of alicia keys video ler, her songs turns me on, hahaha !

No one No one No one

Can get in the wae of my feelings to

LUKMAN ~

To anak Rosdi yg pertame dan anak Yusoff yg pertame jgk;

~ maybe we will get SGH instead of NUH lerr, more updates laterr .

I dunnoe wat to update lerr, im craving to eat at Hosp foodcourt ler, weird ler . Will be going KK hosp todae, wanna check on my babies, no of course ! accompanying my mum ler, so after dat can mkn at Hosp foodcourt, yeah ! hhahaa .

To ohh aini, aku syg ko gler babi nyerr . Kalo aku lelaki, aku da ajak ko kawen, haha ! I will definately do wat ive told you in the "RJ" lerr, trust me, ehk "trust me" haha lerr, sempat ler akuu, trust me for now =) .

Ohh lukmann, ily ..

Sheril

Loved .

2009-05-05T00:46:00.004+08:00

Happie 2 yrs anniversary ex-loved .

*supposed to be*

Hearing ur voice although for juz a little while and replying my msg makes me more than happie .

I still love you ex-loved .

Sheril .

Ohh Loved .

2009-05-04T05:07:00.003+08:00

I wanna confess sumting todae, but i guess no one would be shocked to hear dis, even my mom . I juz wanna confess dat i love dis guy above, its been months he left me and ya i guess he moved on with his lyfe long tyme ago unlike me . I tried to move onn, many tymes but i dunnoe why i juz cant do it . I dissapoint my whole bunch of wonderful frens, i promise them dat i will start a new lyfe but yet ive not, im not shocked if they ignore me juz bcause of this . Not dat i rather lose my frens den hym, its juz dat sumtymes secret where meant to be secret i guess .

All this while his the reason why i believe in love, before hym ive yet to knoe the meaning of love, he came into my lyfe and shower me with his love, care and concern . Theres no other guyz who cried for me juz for a stupid remarks ive made, his the ferst guy who did dat, from there i promised myself dat i wanted hym to be my ferst and onlie loved . I promised dat i wont leave hym for sumone else, i promised dat i will be with hym forever . Things get out of hand when my jealousy came and eveything end on 17 july 2008 .

If we were still together , tomorrow will mark our 2 years together .

To Shahrin,

Firstly im sorrie cause i bring out ur name, even if i dun mentioned ur name, people still noe its u. I bet u knoe i still love u, i knoe im in the wrong for our break ups, it had never ever slip in my mind to stop u from having frenship with some other gerls, i dunnoe why everyting happen soo fast . I miss everyting about u, im sorrie for everyting, after we celebrate our 1 year anniv, ive planned to celebrate our 2 year anniv at sumwhere special but i guess dats one of my wont happen wish now . Im sorrie again over everyting dat had happen, ily .

Happie 2 yrs anniv ex loved if u sill remember .

Sumtymes i wonder am i ryte to believe in miracles ?

Sheril .

...

2009-05-03T00:13:00.003+08:00

I hate everyone , not even one soul understand wat im going through now . Im the most useless person in the werld, i hate my lyfe, i hate everyting . I wanna die , i wanna run awae from everyting , im tired over everyting , im no one ....

Its juz a few daes awae , im fcuking scared , i cant face all dis , i dun have the courage , i wanna die .

Sheril .